things happen for a reason

Meant to Bee

2012-01-29T17:43:00.001+08:00

Let the pictures do the talking.

Love,

N.R

Gong Xi Ni & Happy Holidays!

2012-01-25T11:55:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum, Hello, Hye, Ni Hao.
Ok tanak racist, Vanakem. :)

Holidays dah sampai!!!! Again. Yeayyyy!!
Done with Semester 3.
Next March gonna be a 4th Semester student. Lepas tu 5. Lepas tu InsyaAllah, DONEEEE!
Definitely can't wait.
5 years of studies. Pweuhh.
And I don't think I'm completely done with this.
I might continue.
I might have my 1st job first.
But 1 goal that I'm assure off, I will only continue studying if I have the opportunity to study somewhere else. In another country besides Malaysia. Fullstop.
InsyaAllah...

Enjoy your holidays!!
And Happy Chinese New Year for those celebrating!
Gong Xi Ni! Xi Nien Quai Le!
As you know, my dad is a chinese, so we are definitely celebrating this special day with my grandmama and relatives. But I prefer the celebrations when I was younger. It was so much fun. The culture makin hari makin pudar in my family. Tanak la.. I hope this culture will run in the family as long as possible. Especially to my kids someday. I love CNY season..

Till then,

N.R

Written on the Stars

2012-01-08T01:50:00.001+08:00

Heyyy whatcha doing?
Salam semua.. :)

Just finished doing some crazy things with my housemates.

One of them was trying to do something for her bf's birthday. Soon. January 10th.

She said she wanna do like a little video for her special one.

And suddenly we came out with this super cute idea !!

But I'm not gonna share with you guys now. Tapi seriously besssttt! Haha.

Can't wait for her to publish it nanti.

I just ada few pictures to show you what was happening just now. :)

Ok, banyak gambar selfish di situ. Hee.

Till then, study smart and sweetdreams dearest! <3

Love,

NR.

A little loud. A little tangy.

2012-01-04T16:29:00.007+08:00

*"I'm never going to talk about it here, there, or anywhere.
Cause she's my angel, she's always guiding me, and to me, she was never gone. Al-Fatihah."

Assalamualaikum and Hye!!
I hope it's not too late to wish you a very happy new year. 2012! Turning 23! and the list goes on.
Alhamdulillah, 2011 has been a hell of a ride. Ups and downs, hardship and tremendous fun at the same time, learning and teaching, growing (mind) and stunting (height). :p

ALOT have change. Psychically, mentally. I'm a different person now as you can see. I feel different, I want to be different. I want to be a better person in life and to Allah's eyes too. With Allah's willing.

So how was your new year? Mine of meaningful. My second time celebrating with my dear A together with his cousins and loved ones.

Going through final exams right now. This morning was the first paper, and I have 5 more to go.

~~Polymer Chemistry~~

~~Environmental Chemistry~~

~~Inorganic Chemistry~~

~~Spectrochemical Analysis~~

~~Occupational Safety and Health Act~~

~~Finance (minor)~~

Well, my aim for 2012 would be...

*Be a better Muslim and a better person.

*Graduate by end of this year! Amin Amin Amin.

*Brush up cooking skills.

*Start an online business this coming break.

*Be a better daughter & sister.

*Be a better partner towards Asri Ibrahim, my love. (dah cukup bgs dah ni rasanya. :p) <3

*I pray for Mr A to achieve his goals and dreams too.

Some pictures of our day trip to start our new year. :)

Love,

NR.

Happy Tummy, Happy Girl.

2011-11-10T16:24:00.006+08:00

Current location : Shah Alam residence.

I'm actually still on my mid term break. Decided to come back few days earlier to finish all those k.i.v assignments.

So today malas nak keluar mana mana, just had a little 'me' time by going to Giant for a bit to get some groceries and suddenly terasa nak masak my homemade seafood spaghetti.

So there you go.

Very simple. Inspired by seafood spaghetti served by Sherwood, Kuantan. Seriously their seafood spaghetti is da bombb! For this, all you need are oil, garlic, big onions, whipped cream, salt, seafood, chicken stock, strips of spaghetti, black pepper and walllaaaAAHH! :)

Food keeps me happy. <3

Love,

NR.

Sushi Yes Ya!

2011-11-09T23:20:00.004+08:00

I apologize for the silence. Hee. Alot has happen, I must say. :)
Still the same old me, not to worry. Just wanted to blog about food this time. My favorite type of food, Japanese! Besides Chinese and Western. :) I've tried sushi in so many places before but back home, I've always prefer this original place for sushi ever since I'm a teenager. Sushi No Ya, Berjaya Megamall, Kuantan. Even before Sushi King exists in East Coast Mall, I've been eating this. And personally I think it's better than Sushi King. So, why not the next time you're in Kuantan, give this place a try.

Old time favorite! Ebi fried Maki.

U get her point right? :p

Till then,

<3
NR.

Salam Aidilfitri 2011!

2011-08-31T22:31:00.000+08:00

Salam Aidilfitri from me and my family. Maaf zahir & batin. :)

Love,

N.R

You'll Never Know

2011-07-29T00:17:00.000+08:00

It's almost midnight. Heart is trying to tell me something. Lately been hearing bad love news from my nearest and dearest friends, telling me how they are starting to not understand man/the love of their life that well. I am too, dealing with the same problem sometimes though. Men don't understand us, and us, women never thought we could understand men either. I think that's natural. Kan ada wujud buku something like 'Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus'. Something like that la, exactly I pun not very sure. We are two types of different creature senang cerita and somehow we will attract each other. :)

But what I know about relationship is, being in one is very very easy. All you need is love interest from both parties, tolak tambah darab bahagi, pooof!! we are head over heals in love. Apa yang susah is to sustain the love throughout. Everyone pun wants a happy love story am I right? All we need is very very high toleration sebenarnya. Who am I to talk about this kan, but I do hold to certain words of wisdom to keep me motivated and staying strong.

I'm a very choosy person when it comes to love. Choosy in just the type of person that I choose to like. Bukan lah sapa masuk jarum, akan suka. Not that kind of person to tell you the truth. But I believe, when I like you, I just do. There's nothing more I can do. So, when I choose to like, that's my choice. Dad pernah kasi satu pepatah ni, "Every decision u've made on your own, stick to it through thick and thin. After all it's your choice, and no body force you to." I pegang kata kata ni tak kisah lah dalam bab love ke education ke, especially on life. I don't know whether I'm making a point here, tapi falling in and out of love is a tiring thing to go through. Make it work. No matter what. Toleration. Communication. Try to put your self in your partner's shoes once in a while. Don't expect too much from a person. The less you expect, the more you'll get in the end. Trust me. Saya bukan sapa sapa untuk bicara soal ni, even I'm always praying for my own happiness. We don't know what's gonna happen, as long as we try and we know our other half is also trying as hard as we do. They just might have a different way to express it. We just have to keep a positive mind and heart.

“Stay with the person who promises nothing to you but willing to make you happy and you are being valued like no other''

"It takes fate for two person to meet. It takes destiny for two person who're meant to be. And its takes hard work for everything in between."

Treasure what you have for now, stop questioning start appreciating for once and just enjoy the love in between.

Love,

N.R

Reason to Love

2011-07-28T13:55:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum...
Jumlah hari cuti : almost 75 hari (2 bulan lebih)
Hasil daripada cuti : menggalakkan. :)

I'm so sorry I haven't been actively blogging. (If there's anyone out there cares. :p)
I've just realised that I will only think about blogging, vlogging, only when I'm going through a hectic life. It's kinda like a therapy for me in between. So macam skarang ni, free je semacam, I tend to do something else.
Hmm.. So what's up peeps?

I just got back from a trip from Singapore. Yeay!! At last tersampai hajat. Another wish to cross out from my 'The List'!
The trip was awesome. Went with my girlfriend, Ili. I really wanna go there again. :)

Life in Kuantan is also alhamdulillah. Spending alot of time at home nowadays to spend more time with my parents. I cook. More than I expected. :) Watched Jamie 30 Minutes Meals most of the time, so I was super inspired! :) If I'm not out with Mr. A, I'll be out with my darling friends sometimes. So, life is a bless. <3

Ramadhan is just around the corner. This time around, I'll be celebrating the whole Ramadhan month at home. Lupa dah bila last dapat peluang camni. Tapi kalau dah kat rumah ni al-maklumlah. Mesti terbaring je most of the time. Tapi super excited nak pergi bazaar petang petang cari kuih ngn my dad. Takyah sedih2 dah bersahur sensorang kat kolej ke ape kan. :p To all Muslim out there, Selamat Menyambut Ramadham Al Mubarak. :)
p/s puasa ahd ke isnin ke selasa ea?

Till then,
got to run some errands,

A picture taken at Harbour Front, Singapore.

Love,
N.R!

blessing

2011-07-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

Personally to me, blessing is the most important factor to make me happy and succeed in life. Blessing from my parents, my siblings and my loved ones. I know I can't be satisfying each and every person in this world. But them, I just have to.
In everything I do, I wish to have their blessing. In choosing my life partner, in my studies, in doing activities that I love.

Love,
N.R

I'm So Bored I Actually Answered ALL These

2011-07-01T01:29:00.000+08:00

100 truths

1. Last drink : Plain water

2. Last phone call : Abang Azmir

3. Last text message : Ari Wibowo

4. Last song I listened to : Fever - Meiko

5. Last time I cried : 2 weeks ago if I'm not mistaken

HAVE YOU EVER

6. Gotten back with someone I broke up with : Practically yeah, if u mean off and on.

7. Been cheated on : Alhamdulillah, never.

8. Kissed someone & regretted it : Nope

9. Lost someone special : My late Tok Abah.

10. Been depressed : Of course. I'm just a normal human being

11. Been drunk and threw up : Not interested

THREE FAVE COLORS

12. White

13. Purple

14. Green

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)

15. Made a new friend : Yes. Many of them! <3

16. Fallen out of love : Nope. I'm sticking myself with the same person and insya'Allah, it will remain this way. :)

17. Laughed until you cried : Always!

18. Met someone who changed me this year : Oh totally. Kak Sally/Shahir. Never thought it will turn out this way.

19. Found out who my true friends are : Oh definitely. Been depressed about this for quite some time

20. Found out someone who has just been talking about me : Refused to know, don't actually care

21. Kissed anyone on Facebook : kisses are not just for anyone!

22. How many of your Quibblo friends do you know in real life : I have no idea what Quibblo is?

23. Eye Color : Dark brown

24. Pets : Nope for the moment

25. Changing name : Sticking to this

26. Last birthday : Last year

27. Time I woke up : 12.03 pm :|

28. At midnight : I think I was talking on the phone

29. Something I can't wait for : to finish my degree!!

30. Last time I saw my Mother : couple of hours ago before I went inside my room

31. One thing I could change : the amount of zeros behind the current balance in my bank. :p

32. Listening to : the sound of my aircond

33. Talked to a person named Tom : I have non

34. Getting on my nerves : Someone who don't listen to others. All they know is talk about themselves

35. Most visited web page : Facebook. No argument.

36. Real name : N.M.R

37. Nicknames : Yaya, Nad, Mek Ya, Che Nad, Lulu? ;p

38. Relationship status : Emotionally taken but keeping things casual. :)

39. Zodiac sign : Libra

40. Gender : Femeimei!

41. Primary school : Methodist Girls School, Kuantan

42. Middle school : SABS

43. High school : SABS

44. Hair color : Originally dark dark brown/black.

45. Length : Shoulder

46. Height : 5 feet 2
47. Skin : Fair

48. What do I really like about myself : the level of toleration that I have

49. Piercings : on my ears

50. Tattoos : haram

51. Right or left : right

FIRST:

52. Surgery : something got to do with my nose

53. Piercing : my earlobes

54. Bestfriend(s) : first? Annabeth I guess. :)

55. Hero : Tommy, The White Ranger from Power Rangers! :D

56. Love : Someone I met when I was 13.

57. Heartbreak : The same person that had my first love I guess? ;p

58. Death in the family : My uncle on my mom's side

59. Time you got grounded : I can't remember but definitely during my high school years.

60. I'm about to : sleep anytime soon

61. Listening to : the sound of the aircond

62. Waiting for : a goodnight call I hope

63. I'm feeling : not at ease

67. Lips or eyes : both would seemed appealing if I have something on you. :)

68. Hugs or kisses : hugs. :)

69. Shorter or taller : taller of course. I'm short enough. :p

70. Older or younger : older

71. Romantic or spontaneous : spontaneously romantic

72. Stomach or arms : haha. not really into over the top physical condition thingy. anything acceptable will do if u insist

73. Sensitive or loud : not to sensitive and not too loud

74. A hook-up or relationship : definitely a relationship type of girl

HAVE YOU:

75. Kissed a stranger : kalau stakat belaga laga pipi tu, yeah..

76. Drank hard liquor : never and don't intend to

77. Lost glasses or contacts : nope

78. S_x on first date : never in life

79. Broken someone's heart : i hope not

80. Been arrested : not that I could recall. :p

81. Turned someone down : yeah. and was filled with guilt

82. Cried when someone died : yeah..

83. Fallen for a friend : fortunately, yes. :)
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Myself : most of the time. :)

85 Society : hmm.

86. Heaven : yes

87. Santa Claus : not really

88. Love : I do

89. Angels : yes

90. God : of course. hanya satu

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

91. Had more than one bf at a time : never. never know how.

92. Did I sing today : of course. melalak je kerja nya.

93. Did something illegal : many times. for instant, langgar traffic light bila lampu merah. :p

94. Go back in time-- I wish

95. Did you hear the word is love? : meaning?

96. Afraid of falling in love : sometimes

97. Last time I lied : day before. -.-

98. Late, early, or Right on time : always early. better.

99. Give my life for others : if that's what I'm supposed to do, I will

100. Am I afraid to post this : No. tapi tired nye! Menyesal start! ;p

Sprinkle Me Some Fairy Dust!

2011-06-30T23:28:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum...
It has been almost 1 and a half month/ 6 weeks/ 42 days dah I'm on my semester break. Lame dah kan.. tapi... :p

Result pun dah keluar and dalam mase yang sama macam macam dah cari idea nak isikan holidays ni. So far ok lah. Maybe tak gah, tapi I have a good time spending time in my hometown. I just need to get rid of one bad habit that is to wake up after 11 every single day. I hate that actually. I just need to have reason to wake up. Sebab rumah pun takde orang. Takde chores nak buat sangat and mom pun ade hal dia, so jadi la camni. Nadia, improve yourself nadia. Kalau memula cuti tu macam faham faham la we needed that quality rest kan after struggling for the past semester. Tapi bile dah 42 days berlanjutan and still biological clock macam ni, saya pun dah naik marah dengan diri sendiri. I can't continue being like this. It's just not healthy. So, solution dia, I started joging. Maybe baru beberapa kali, tapi hoping that badan akan penat, and kita akan tidur awal and eventually bangun awal. So far baru jog dalam 3-4 kali sejak cuti. HAHA. Will start this as a habit every single day starting next week! Sebab esok cadang nak puasa. insyaAllah. :D

I have my plans and dreams in life and I wish I can stick to it. "Plans changes, dreams just don't". My past result was kind of a smack on the head. It wasn't good , but it wasn't that bad. What I know is, I need to refocus in my studies, remember my priority and work extra harder next semester. I still have another 3 semesters to go. *sigh. Just doakan it is not as long as I feel right now. InsyaAllah.

I'm gonna slow down on my singing activities bila bukak semester baru nanti. I just have to. Opportunity datang dan pergi. So, kalau ade rezeki, mungkin bila I dah dapat my degree someday, I'll continue this journey if there's still room for me.

As for now, I feel blessed with things around me. Thanks to the few people that has always been around me, loving me, advising me along my life journey and just being there. It means a lot to me. Malam ni meleret sikit tatau kenape.

Till then,

Picture taken at FRIM, Kepong. Jalan jalan with my girls Jihan, Fara and Syaza. :)

Love,

N.R

Tell Me Why

2011-06-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

with the existence of FACEBOOK and TWITTER, blogging seems to be neglected cause rasa macam banyak sangatt kerja kalau nak tulis. -.-

13 things that I hate

2011-05-31T01:11:00.002+08:00

Saw this one somewhere on twitter.
One way of telling you I've just join twitter. :p
Search me up : yayarustham :)

So, here we go:

#1 Dikejutkan pagi pagi dengan nada marah marah and paksa. I'll have no trouble waking up whatsoever if cakap ngn I baik baik. Tu je.

#2 Sayur bernama Peria

#3 Mint Sauce yang dah bercampur dalam my main dish especially if I'm ordering lamb. Spoiil.

#4 When I have no money in my wallet and suddenly pergi jalan kat mall and macam banyak barang cantik nak beli. Bila ada duit, semua barang pun macam tak cantik. Aish.

#5 When I nak sangat speak my mind out but I can't, due to respect or it's just not the right thing to do.

#6 Taken advantage of

#7 War

#8 Whenever my loved ones fight. :(

#9 Waiting

#10 Failing an exam or test. I hate that feeling.

#11 Flirtatious guys.

#12 When my phones keep restarting before it even started. Baru sampai 'enter password', then ter off. And it continues.

#13 When the one you care most, turns into a stranger in a split second.

This I love. :) Me and lil sis goofing around being Betty. :p

I'm Feeling Old

2011-05-23T14:40:00.000+08:00

Salam.
:)

SO. I'm finally home. For 4 MONTHS! Not exactly four lah but lebih kurang lah. Lame sangat I know. What I love about being home is that, otak kosong. Tu yang best tu. Tido la kau selama mana kau nak. Dengan syarat, kalau mummy bebel every morning, buat tak dengar je. :p Then tak payah risau2 keluar duit untuk perut kenyang. There's always food at home. Just prepare duit untuk meronggeng dengan kawan kawan bile keluar je. Heh. I'm planning to get myself a job. At least to get some extra pocket money kan. But once in a while, I still have to get down to KL if there's any events to attend ke ape kan. Ece. Mengada nya..

Besides that, I plan to.. ntah la. My wish list is getting longer and I don't know where to start. Will continue writing later la k

LoveLove!
N.R

Where The Heart Is

2011-05-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

i'm home i'm home i'm home i'm home.

Metamorphosis

2011-04-22T12:05:00.001+08:00

21 is my age of trial. What's yours?

1.I tried coloring my hair.
2.I tried cutting my hair short.
3.I tried braces.
4.I tried having someone special but not getting in serious relationship.
5.I tried taking singing a little bit more serious.

What did I get in return?

1.Once you've colored your hair, coloring process is expensive enough, maintaining it is another story. I guess, I'm satisfied for a short while and now, I guess I want my original black hair back. Anytime soon.
2.It feels good. Senang kering. But somehow I don't feel beautiful (bukan la nak kata I perasan cantik, but I hope u know what I'm trying to express here) -.- I guess, long hair suites my characteristic more. Tapi for this kind of hectic schedule that I have to go through, I guess sesuai lah kot.
3.I can smile with confidence now. I love my straighter teeth. Eventhough Nadia Zulkifli slalu marah sbb buang identiti diri. :p
4.I guess it's a healthy and good move. I adore him up until today. :) Everything is going on smoothly and naturally. It's something different and x pernah terbayang I'll be at this spot. I'm just wishing the best in everything. I just want to be happy. Never thought the right person was there all along. <3
5.Great experience. I love what I'm doing but sometimes the commitment and time tak mengizinkan. I'm still adapting to learn how to bahagikan masa wisely between this and my studies. Wouldn't want this to effect my studies in any way. Or I'll blame myself someday.

Long road.

Love,
NR.

Manusia Biasa

2011-04-19T18:59:00.000+08:00

Bismillahhirahmanirahhim.

Ya Allah kuatkanlah semangat hambaMu yang lemah ini.

Sesungguhnya banyak cabaran yang Kau berikan kepadanya semenjak dua ini.

Amin Ya Rabillalamin..

Are You Ready?

2011-04-16T10:50:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum. :)

Hari ini hari Sabtu. Class has officially ended yesterday. Cepat pulak habis sem ni rasanya. :p
But I still have test on Monday and Tuesday, and then will be shooting back to Kuantan for a while! Wohooo! Rindu Teluk Chempedak, rindu keropok Gelora Point, rindu makan mummy's cooking, rindu makan ice cream mcD tepi tc malam malam, rindu Hoi Yin, rindu tido and bangun dalam air cond, rindu semua! rindu! :D
paraq dah ni. Will do the best for last two test ni, then, off I go. InsyaAllah...

*Some latest pictures*

Bachelor of Science (Hons.) Chemistry, Part 2 students. :)

Last class of Management

Last class of Ethic Relations

At Chic Pop Bazaar with lovely Nurul. :)

Gosh, serabai je muke saye.

An after photo, during a performance at One Bangsar.

Together with Kak Sally, Mona Lyssa, Gloria Band, Wafi and Shabab.

Snap back!

So harini belum tentu nak buat ape. At first thought of catching a movie today with S but somehow we didn't realised we are kind of broke. HAHA. Fine, just stay home then. Gonna finish my onhold lab reports. 2 more to go and that is the last of it and study Korean Language. Till then,

Love,

NR.

Don't Say

2011-04-14T23:27:00.001+08:00

Was wasting my time online, and suddenly came out with these words.
Not sure whether it could be a song tak, but the lyrics are something like this:

you told me you don't feel important,

don't say that baby, no no you can't

no one is ever as meaningful as you are,

never thought you could feel that far.

I don't need lots of things, even if I'm poor,

but one thing for sure,

I need you, just you, that could cure,

all the lure and make me feel secure.

don't say, baby don't say

if it continues, then it may

don't say, baby don't say

stay strong and let it fade away.

we have each other,

we could go futher,

go through one after another,

oh let's just be together.

there's no point of being strong

if you're not there to hold me on.

i've been waiting for someone like you all along.

and i present you this song.

don't say, baby don't say

if it continues, then it may

don't say, baby don't say

stay strong and let it fade away...

Goodnight,

Love,

NR.

Just Like I Said

2011-04-13T20:49:00.004+08:00

Semester 2 is very tough for me indeed. There are so many reasons for me to say that.

1. The subjects are tough. Seriously tough and need lots of hard work and commitment in time.
2. I've been neglecting my time doing so many things at the same time, where at a point, I tend to forget my priority. I am not the supergirl I thought I was.
3. Most of the lecturers are not as helpful as last semester. Their approach on students this semester, I shall say, abit aggressive. Sometimes I don't feel like asking them anything at all. Whenever someone ask or anything, they'll give this one kind of stare. Is it the question? It it the presentation? Is it the face? I just don't get it sometimes. Previous semester's lecturer were so much easier to get along with. Hmm.
4. I seldom get to get back home to Kuantan. Previously, I made the effort to at least go home once a month, just to clear my mind a little. This sem... jarang jarang sekali. With all the activities I've ventured in, I'm not able to do so.

Whatever it is, I have such big responsibilities on my shoulder to carry. I'll certainly do the best that I could. Not for anybody else, but for me personally. & I want to make my parents proud too la kan. :)

Pray for me too will ya?
Take care.
I'm wishing the same for you too.
*hugs*

Love,
NR.

Plans & Dreams

2011-04-10T02:05:00.001+08:00

Hearing my song kat blog ni, "Look into my eyes.."
and reading the title of my last post, "Depan mataku"..
made me realized something,
I love your eyes.
I think its mesmerizing. and I would love to own that eyes forever.
I would love for that pair of eyes to look at me the same way, even when I'm 73.
In years to come,
I would love to see that pair of eyes open slowly every morning.
I would love to see that pair of eyes close every night.
I just love that particular pair of eyes.

Ok, selingan. All of the sudden nak cakap pasal mata. Ok, makin tak pasal. Mata siapa, itu yang kite tatau.
:)

I just got back from Damansara, @Pentas Bistro. Tonight was fun !
Tomorrow is not. Huhu. I have a test on Monday, so gotta prepare myself for tomorrow! Silalah rajinkan diri ye Nadia. :)

Till then,
Goodnight loves.

Love,
NR.

Depan Mataku

2011-04-09T11:58:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum dears.

Whoa it's been a while. I finally have time to myself. Banyak nye kerja!!! Test! Assignment! Presentation! Nyanyi nyinyunnn.. I think this year's blog, every post pun I will say that I'm busy. Bala..Bala...
Haha. Mom dah start bising2 dah cause I punya jadual macam ni.
But that's ok. I'm loving what I'm doing right now, so no matter what I'll do my very best in everything that I ventured in. InsyaAllah. :)

So, next week will be the last week for kuliah, then study week, then FINAL!! OMG! Satu haprak pun tak ready weh.. Some of the subjects pun I tak rasa macam tak blaja apa. Takoitt..

This week activity:

Last Monday night : Pergi recording kat studio Bro Mochtar, for my 2nd song 'Depan Mataku' written by the talented Bro Shahir. Dia dulu worked under Aidit Alfian. He's writing a song for Elyana and Hafiz right now. Really honored to catch his attention and buat die nak tulis lagu untuk saye. he he.

Thursday night : Attended Malam Saintis Muda, an award ceremony for Dean's List student utk last semester, for faculty of Applied Science. Interesting night. The best part is, dapat duit beb. Haha. Alhamdulillah.. This will somehow lift my spirit up to work even harder this semester even though dapat rasa sem ni sangat susah. Sama sama la kita usaha k? For those of you who will be seating for final exams soon, all the best to you too!!

Tonight : Will be attending this!

Nervous habis. I will be singing and accompanied by bro Shahir's guitar skills. Wish me luck! I know that I'm gonna have fun there.

Till then,
Love,
NR!

Define Love?

2011-03-31T18:56:00.000+08:00

The thing about being love is, we learn a lot of things together.

We grow mature together.

Making mistakes will always come in the way, but the way we handle it and learn from the mistakes made, together, that would made u even a better person, a better partner for each other.

Each party will learn to improve in every angle day by day without realizing it. The bond of love will be even stronger when things like this happen. Then, one day, when u're both old, and all is good, you'll look back and smile to all the things that had happened, together, and thankful for the bond of love that had been created. That is pure.

Keep fighting for that one love you think that is right. Never be a loser and give up.

Love,

NR.

Angel of Love

2011-03-30T13:42:00.001+08:00

this is dedicated specially for my dearest queen.

I told my mom not to worry

No matter where I am or will be

I will always be that daughter and your baby

You're my angel of love oh dear mummy.

She calls and calls just to know where I am

She worries everytime I'm out after 12 a.m

I understand what you are feeling mam

It's just your baby girl has grown, oh whamm? ;p

Oh dear mom

Just be calm

Your baby girl is not going anywhere

I love you, no matter what, I swear.

We used to fight on silly little things

Even when I spent too much on earrings

or when my phone frequently rings

You're not ready to me let go, that's the thing.

You will always be my number one

My angel of love, my moon and my sun

Hold me tight and I will never run

Till we are both old, together we shall have fun

written by,

your baby girl.

N.R.

Malam Hujan Perempuan

2011-03-22T16:16:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum & Olla! :)

Baru balik dari rumah kekandaku. Went there to repair my pintu kereta kat one of the workshop at that area.. Ada masalah sikit dengan dia punya lock. So now, dah boleh "tick tock" kembali! Yeayy!! :D

This week there's going to be 2 tests. One is Ethic Relation that is tomorrow evening and one more is Management Test 2 on Friday. Can't wait for this week to end. One week by one week passes so quickly. Ada positive and negative nya. Tapi just wanna finish the semester asap! Don't know why. I'm sort of exhausted. With this semester's schedule macam kiterang ni robot and takde life! and also with this semester's extra activities. I just wanna focus on one at a time then I'll be satisfied. Hmm.

Talking bout extra activities. I will be performing once again kat @Pentas. This time it's for Ladies Night-Live Acoustic Show with other awesome young ladies. Here's more on it :

If you are interested and free, do come and support the show alright?
Till then,
Nak study dah.

Take care loves.

Yours truly,
NR.

Sweet Note

2011-03-20T19:54:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is Monday. Already??
Cepatnya weekend. No wonder orang KL stress. Sebabnya I think weekend in KL sometimes is much more hectic compared to weekdays. Jalan tak ingat dunia apa semua, balik2 exhausted. :p
My whole family was here in Abang Faisal's place, so I spent my weekend dengan dierang lah. Lame satu family tak kumpul together. I was happy. :) but a little bit moody too. Don't know why. -.-

I'll be going back to Shah Alam tomorrow morning cause class will be at 11.30am. I left my laundry kat rumah Shah Alam and so..nampaknya stock baju sangat limited lah this week. Kene hantar dobi la gamatnya. Duit lagi. Pemalas kan saya ni? HAHA. I don't know why but I think washing clothes with hands is really tiring and a waste of energy. Gituh.. Tapi kalau terpaksa, I'll do it. And baju yang kene handwash, I'll do it. Tapi kalau dah satu laundry bag penuh.. Errrr... ;p

Oklah,
abang ajak keluar dinner pulak.
Got to go!

Love,
NR!

Mahukah

2011-03-17T22:01:00.001+08:00

Mood: Sepi ditinggalkan roommate. She's gone back. Sedih ! Sedih! :p

I think I have a problem. I can't be left alone. I tend to be dysfunctional. Jadi tatau apa nak buat. Nak study, memang tak lah. So, saya akan buat menda yang membuang masa and takda faedah langsung. I can sit depan laptop ni sampai la ngantuk then jap lagi I'll be sleeping. I don't know why. I need human beings around me then only I'll be normal. In conclusion, please do not leave me alone. ;p

There's a song that I wrote last week, and I would like to share the lyrics here. It's still in the process of improving. The melody pun macam ade dalam kepale. Nanti la share. :) Dear friends, if there's any suggestion, I would love to hear. Alright? :)

Mahukah

Verse 1

Cinta, terasa indah

bila kau jejakanya

Kita, saling berdua

saling merasa kasih dan sayang

Cinta, banyak toleransinya

baru bahagia hingga keakhirnya

Kita, hanya lah mampu

kita merancang Tuhan tentukannya

Bridge

mahukah, mahukah kamu

kita bersama

mahukah, mahukah kamu

kita ke akhirnya

Chorus

ayuh sama sama

sama kita bahagia

cerita segalanya

selesaikan semua bersama

oh oh oh oh......

Verse 2

oh dear,

my life is just so clear

be with me forever

don't you ever disappear.

Love,

NR.

Bobby

2011-03-15T17:21:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum...
:)
Some time to breathe at last.. I always feel like writing when the time is not right. Tetibe bukan depan laptop lah, kat luar lah. Pastu bile balik depan laptop, tanak pulak rasa nak tulis. -.-

So this week ade one test on Thursday. Organic Chemistry II. Semester 2 punya subjects seriously getting tougher. I'm not sure boleh tak maintain pointer or even cecah a good range. Doa banyak banyak sangat and I really want to work extra harder. Working smart is really not working well for me right now. I need to work harder starting today. Stress stress sampai rambut aku pun dipotong pendek. :p I can't remember the last time I cut my hair real short, but right now, I'm living with it. :p Shoulder length bob. I feel so ringan and younger. HAHA. Suprisingly takde pun perasaan menyesal. Tatau kenape. Maybe memang sesuai kot berambut pendek musim2 stress macam ni. :p

So, last Sunday, was my recording session for my single 'I Miss You Much'. It's a malay song tapinya with a line of English wordings. Written by Cikgu Adnan Abu Hassan. Am I a recording artist for him? Oh, definitely not. :) I'm involved in a project between local independent artistes and Online Talent Search (OTS) as I ade mentioned bout it in my previous post. We are recording a song for each artistes and compiling it and turning it into caller ringtones under OST website. More on this in the future. Right now we are just preparing all the materials for future use. I was excited ! as I do not have any of my own songs yet that is ready utk direcordedkan, so Cikgu Adnan contributes a song for me, sbb die pun one of the share partners in this project. The rest of the artistes like Acid Hadi, Azreel Azhar, Azfar, and Mona Lyssa semua dapat record their own songs and dah mula jual their singles pun. U guys should hear them! Serious they are really good! You can type each of their names kat facebook. :) So I guess I'm the least experience person dalam group tu lah. :p But still, I hope korang doakan yang terbaik for me ok? I'll share more on this nanti. Bila lagu dah siap, boleh lah dapat kan kat tempat tempat that I'll inform u guys in the future ok? haha. Skali skale promote diri rasa geli jugak. :p

during recording session kat rumah Cikgu Adnan, Kajang area.

Alright then, got to get ready.
Off for makan petang/dinner with my rommies. Bestie Jihan is staying with me and S for a few nights sebab her car break down. Habis la..kecoh lah rumah. :)
Oh btw, kalau whoever that have any suggestions on tempat makanan apa yang sedap around Shah Alam area, do share with me ok? Bosan dah hari hari asyik Saad Char Kuey Tiaw. :p

Till then,
Lots of love,

NR.

Shooting Stars

2011-03-07T18:59:00.000+08:00

and suddenly my number of followers has shoot to 128 from 87 in just 2 days?
terkejut I. hahah! :D terime kasih kerana sudi mengikuti blog ini even though there's nothing much here actually. :p
I write when I feel like writing and I share things that I feel like sharing.

Well, first of all,
Assalamualaikum loves. :)

I just got back from class. I definitely got the Monday blues dudes. Seriously kalau datang kelas 8.30 pagi kat pintu pagar Uitm Shah Alam tu on Monday morning, tak kira lah pintu depan ke, belakang ke, seriously rasa macam kat Vietnam ! The traffic is just terrible! Motor himpit sana, kereta himpit sini, bus besar sikit lagi nak geser kereta. Fuh. Peluh aku pagi pagi. All the sabun and perfume sembur pagi pagi tu pun boleh hilang effect die.

I have Physical Chemistry II test tomorrow at 1130am. One killer subject. Risau pulak rasanya. I have to study this time to make up to my last test. It wasn't that good. The whole class were having trouble understanding her subject. Therefore, we should all work harder! Prove to her that we are way better than she expected us to be.

Going to head to the bathroom,
then nak start study dah.
I have one good news. For those of you yang dah bace kat my status kat facebook, you'll know what I mean. Thanks so much to Datin Sally, the owner of studio @Pentas for giving me this golden opportunity and amazing experience. I'll update bout this very soon. Till then,
Let me get back to reality.
That is- mandi and belajaq!

XOXO!

Love,
NR.

Bread Spread

2011-02-22T17:54:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.. :)
Class ended at 2pm today. Alhamdulillah.. I only have one assignment nak kena settle today that is for my Report Writing Subject. Cara utk write report pun kena ada subject sendiri. Tak cukup dengan lab lab reports yang dah memang banyak tu. Aduh.. Gonna finish it after this. Then I'm free baybeh.. Test CTU esok pun cancel. Alhamdulillah lagi. Heh.

Lepas class, went to lunch ngn my bestfriend, S kat Pak Li Kopitiam. It's been a while since I last pekena dia punya Nasi Ayam Lemon. For those yang tak pernah dengar, you should try! Best jugak.. It gives you a different twist compare to your ordinary Nasi Ayam.

The very famous Nasi Ayam Lemon, Pak Li's Kopitiam

All these weeks, very hectic. Disebabkan itu, I ajak S teman pergi cuci rambut kasi hilang stress. Hehe. So off we went a saloon nearby and decided to ask the person to blow my hair straight. I feel goooooddd. Skali skale, you just got to have some ME time to keep things on track and to keep myself sane.

Camwhore pictures macam ni pun perlu kadang2 utk maintain sanity. :p

Alright, btw, just for those yang interested and around the area, this Friday, @Pentas Bistro (the place yang I mention kat my previous post) is organizing another event.....

what to sing ? what to sing? I haven't have my own songs, so might be singing covers as usual. I think.
Ok takpe, go on with my classes dulu. Tu yang penting and my priority.
Then we'll think of this.
Till then,

Love,
N.R!

Railway to Rainbow

2011-02-20T22:36:00.001+08:00

2011 has really been good to me. In what ways, I'm not sure. Tapi mmg even though it's only the 20th February, banyak gile activities!! Sadly I don't have enough time to tell it about it here previously so I guess I'm going to summarize je la sikit2 the highlights of my life (eecewah!) since the last 2 months.

1. First of all, thanks to my dear friend Wafi, who gave me the opportunity to perform at a place called @Pentas in Damansara Perdana. It's a very nice place to chill and it's a place that would organised acoustic life performances from independent artistes. So there I was, sibuk2. So far I dah nyanyi nyinyun kat sana 3 times. The owner, Datin Sally Ahmad, is doing a project for young talents under her website, Online Talent Search. The good news is, I'm apart of her project right now. Tapi slow slow la kan. U might be seeing me around soon? maybe? Heh. Kalau nak tau more on this, and event yang happening at her place, you can check out @Pentas's facebook. (click here!)

if you are familiar with this scene, Acid Hadi, Azreel Azhar, Mona Lyssa, Azhar Allias active jugak perform kat tempat ni. Tapi semua mereka sudah very professional, unlike me. I am just starting. And most of the time, I do it as a hobby and passion.

2. Then, accidently or coinccidently, I get to main model2 pulak for a boutique under Nawawi Aris situated beside MSU, Shah Alam. The idea was actually to teman my supermodel friend, Jihan, tup tup masuk skali. I am so not born to be that model2 smile smile pretty2 girl, tp, what the hack! pengalaman je la kan. nnt boleh cerita kat anak2.. heheh. So, here are some of the photos of that day and the clothes I get to wear for the photoshoot. Check him out. I love his designs seriously especially the kaften.

3. Last night, I get to go to Anugerah Sri Angkasa, an official event by RTM and Media Prima. As u can see, my friend yang kiri skali, Hakim Nasir, is working for RTM as a newscaster and soon to be the best newscaster 2011! hehe. Amin! so die dapat ticket, and Mr A invited me along, so..there we were lah. :) Awesome experience. Peak of the night, seeing Anuar Zain's live perfomance. A dream come true. Cair sribu kali cair. Dpt pulak tgk the performance sbelah a very dear person pulak tu. ala ala an unforgettable moment lah pulak gitu kan.. :)

from left, Akim, Combat, Adam, Joe, Asri, Me and Jamal.

Kodan wasn't in the picture cause he was the photographer.

The lovely gentlemen of Kuantan. :)

Alright then, tomorrow ada class as usual, from 8.30am til 6pm and I have 1 unsettled lab report! Hmm.

Take care!

Love,

NR.

Half Alive

2011-02-16T23:58:00.001+08:00

i'll be back.

regularly.

soon.

Love,

N.R

Lifee.

2011-02-06T01:20:00.001+08:00

Loosing focus.
So many things to be done.
Time is running out!
Kenapa lah time cuti nak kasi assignment banyak2... ape tujuan cuti sebenarnye?
Hmmmm. I need more time.
Help. -.-

tak cukup mase, tapi still have time for this! :p

the girls in the Rustham's family.

ni je lah activity bile dah stress ngn everything and malas nak fikir ape ape dah.

Love,

N.R

God Made Us in Pairs

2011-01-31T00:09:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry for the no no update for weeks! It's been so hectic tatau kenape. If there's time for me to take a deep breath pun I'll be glad. I promise when things are settled down, I'll write regularly.
Tapi, at this very moment, I still wanna steal some time to wish my dearest, lovely cousin, Kak Atee and her soulmate, Abang Shah,

Selamat Pengantin Baru!! :)

Semoga kekal ke akhir hayat and have a happy and content life together.

This is a beginning of something new.

Love you kak.

the cousins- yours truly, fifi, thira, kak atee, kak anee, ikin, nana & alia.

xoxo,
N.R!

Inception

2011-01-09T12:55:00.002+08:00

Happy Sunday people.. :)
Back in Damansara to settle my laundry and to tenangkan badan and fikiran sikit.
Planning to go saloon today. In bangsar area. Jihan's sister punya saloon. Anyone nak accompany me? :/

I've posted about my dream last night kat facebook.

"my mimpi brought me to year 2019. It seemed that I was taking a stroll with my super cute lil daughter and a talkative adorable baby boy that just learnt to walk. OMG! Haha!"

Seriously weird. Siap tahu the exact year lagi. Ala ala Phoebe dalam Charmed pulak. :p
2019..i should be 30 years old la kan. Make sense jugak. I think ni first time ever dalam hidup I dream about the future. Seblum ni macam semua either past or current. Akibat slalu fikir jauh la ni kot. Heh.

Smalam went to Education Fair 2011 that was held at KL Convention Center. Tanye punya tanye, ada banyak pihak that will sponsor students for master studies in UK for my course. Yang paling common skarang is Lecturer Program lah. And contract kerja is only for 2 to 3 years. Master studies will only take me around 1 year. So, sangat very bery interested. Doa doakan ea :)

So, saloon plan still on hold, and by evening nak balik Shah Alam dah. So far semua ok kat sana.
Alright then,

Love,
NR.

Droplets

2011-01-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

Olla..
I'm all alone in my room right now. Just got back from dinner. Kat William. Portion die seriously big. Me and my friends ordered seafood spaghetti and then amik kau. Cukup utk share 3 orang. Syareena's out with her family. Her little bro is leaving to Kuala Kangsar tomorrow, so I guess they are having a family dinner or something.

Esok my class at 12.30pm. Supposed to have chemistry lab esok pagi but normally the first week mmg takde lab. So I guess I can sleep abit late tonight and bangun kaw kaw lewat esok. :p

Bought myself a study table yang boleh lipat today. Cukup la kot. Cost me RM27 je. Almaklumlah, hidup berpindah randah ni. Last semester the owner of my house provided me with an awesome study table. Tp rumah baru ni cam takde pulak. Kat hall bawah ada lah 4 study tables, but I guess semua already taken. One of my principle in studying, kene ada study table tetap and kene ada planner. That's all I need to stay focus. And I kene ade buku2 yang banyak tersusun rapi kat tepi that meja study. So, skarang ni ok la kot InsyaAllah.

Semua mende dah cukup rasanya. Tomorrow plan nak pergi one of my senior's house nak ambil notes and buku2 yang patot pulak. Then weekend rasa macam nak balik abang's place. Tgk la macammana. The weirdest this happened tadi petang. Somehow I terlanggar simen longkang btol2 dpn my car when I was about to move my car from the parking lot. Serious tak perasan mende tu kat depan. And now, I guess I scratched my rim a little and caused some damage to my inner bumper. I'm scared..what should I do.. Even though it was only a minor accident but still.. the first time ever my baby atos kene scratched. :( I hope the cost of fixing it tak banyak and harap things will be just fine. What a bad moment.

Ok lah, nak get prepare myself for tomorrow's class and then I guess, off to bed!

XOXO.
Love,
Nadia.

Take A Risk

2011-01-05T00:39:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum W.B.T
I'm safely back at Shah Alam. Masih tak tenteram kat sini. Haven't exactly settle down but I'm working on it. Cuti lama sangatkan. Biaselahh. And oh! Before I forget, Happy New Year !!! 2011 babe. I'm officially 22 this year. Goodness! Another year older, another year wiser (just sent this to Meen for her 22nd birthday wish. :p) . How was your new year celebration? Mine was a blast. Had a quiet bbq dinner with some close friends at an awesome place. Something that I would remember for the rest of my life. :)

I'm renting a room at a new place, somewhere not very far from my previous. I guess I nak share how my new room looks like lah..
Here we go..

ma bunk..

her bunk. :p

takde la cantik sangat macam those ikea display rooms. :p But comfortable enough for me hidup hari2. :)

Classes mostly dah start. I think semester 2 ni is getting much tougher. My subjects for this semester,

Analytical Separation Method

Organic Chemistry II

Physical Chemistry II

Korean I

Ethnic Relations

Report Writing

Principles & Practice of Management

Good luck to me la kan? Banyak betol subjects.

I'm hoping that this year akan lebih best and bermakna compare to last year. Still can't believe that I'm turning 22. Yet, I guess my parents still thinks I'm 17 most of the time. *sigh..

Cleo's Star Gazer stated that,

Waste time keeping everyone else happy and opportunities to prove your worth will pass you by.

Exactly what I'm feeling right now.

K lah,

Tanak cakap banyak.

Ade free time, I'll blog again soon.

Love,

N.R

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2010-12-24T01:31:00.000+08:00

I feel warm. I feel loved. Being surrounded by people whom I love and care about and knowing that they felt the same way in return, is something really meaningful to me. In reality, there are so many types of friends in ones life. Do u feel the same way sometimes?

1. There are friends yang kita tahu instantly, we clicked. We feel so calm inside and rase sangat dekat. Sometimes, even though baru kenal, tapi rasa macam bertahun kenal. Even though dah betahun kenal, tp mak ai, setiap kali jumpe, cerita tak pernah tak berjela jela. :) The fact that we can share almost everything and tak rasa di-judge at all. Friendship mcm ni is based on tahap keikhlasan and ketulusan seseorang tu. Friendship like this yg kite nak kekalkan sampai kita tua and sampai bila bila.

2. There are friends yang kita rasa, kita kene control and tapis before we act or say anything. Situation macam ni biasenye we are left with no choice. Certain situation or certain places we are in yang menyebabkan kite harus berkawan no matter what. These are people who sometimes can be judgmental without them realizing it. But we love being around them, just feeling ni tak dapat dielakkan and sometimes rasa macam bukan diri sendiri. This can be frustrating jgk kadang.

3. There are friends who change along the way as we grow. Different environment causing kita untuk matang dan membesar dengan cara yang berlainan. Way of thinking. When this happen, we just need to respect each other's opinion and kalau dah tak boleh bawak, we shall continue hidup dengan cara masing2. After all, takde dasar paksaan dalam berkawan kan.

4. There are friends yang kita boleh sekadar berkawan. Bak kate orang, berkawan biar seribu, berkasih biar satu. :p Ke tak kene? hehe. There are so many different types of people in the world. Jangan sesekali expect semua orang suke kita or kita harus suka semua orang. C'mon la. Be rasional. Tp all we need to do, is respect.

5. There are friends who are only close to you for benefits. Ini sangat x dapat diterima. We can be nice to people but everything has it limits. Sekali dua takpe lagi, kadang2 bila kita sendiri dapat rasa and sampai orang lain pun boleh perasan, pedih juga hati kadang kadang kan. Friends like this, I'm not sure we should call them friends, but as far as I'm concern, all we can do is stay away. In friendship or any kind of relationships, we should always believe in 'Give and Take'. Bukan dari segi harta karun je, but also our heart. Taking advantages on people is one value that you wouldn't want in your character.

Who am I to judge other people kan. Tapi I'm a friend to my friends too and I always hope to be the best friend they ever had. When I'm friends with someone, I'll be as honest and truthful as possible to maintain the love in our friendship. If I don't feel comfortable being friends with a person or sense something is not right, I rather not say anything and stay away. This is just something that I thought that I could share based on my own experience and from others too.

I am thankful for all the best of friends I have which I love very much.
Enough said.

Love,
NR.

Vul-ne-ra-ble

2010-12-16T20:58:00.001+08:00

Holiday's ending soon.
2 more weeks to go.
Yeay! but at the same time, *sigh!*
Hectic classes are waiting for me,
New subjects,
More work loads,
More stress.
The bright side is,
Get to spend more time with my friends over there,
discovering new places,
jalan jalan cari makan,
having more fun,
and lots more! :)

And yes! Right now I'm thinking to makeover my bedroom. I'm planning to clear things sikit. Nak rein vamp sikit. Ingat nak paint it white, tapi macam banyak kerja pulak rasanya. We'll see how things go.

i would love for something all white and airy like this.

Till then,

Love,

NR.

Tag I'm It

2010-12-13T15:54:00.002+08:00

1) selalu bangun pagi pukul brape?

tak tentu. today 10am. :)

2) ramai kawan laki ke kawan perempuan?

i think more rapat to girls. tapi kenalan macam sama rata.

3) bila 1st time korang bercinta?

16 tahun. puppy love bak kate org. :p

4) tau memasak x? masak ape? (paling superb lah yg korang tau masak)

oh sedang berjinak jinak. paling nak bangge, seafood spagetti with cream sauce. :)

5) pkara paling lucu pernah blaku dlm hidup korang

oh so many! tp xde lah sampai extreme sangat malunye. i'm a very clumsy person sometimes so malu2 ni dah adat and terbiase. :p

6) pkara paling gila pernah korang buat

drive to penang x tdo satu malam. then otw balik perlis (mase study dulu), the driver almost telelap while driving. fuish. mmg kite pn x fikir panjang kan time tu. anything can happen babe!

7) jawatan korang time skolah (menengah)

paling advance time form 5, setiausaha badan pengawas. :p

8) selalu keluar dgn member x? brp kali dlm sebulan?

oh skarang slalu jugak x terkira. dulu mase schooldays, dibenarkan hanye sbulan skali ok? :)

9) dgn kawan2 gune bahasa aku/sy/nama sndri ?

depense on the person yang i tgh cakap tu.

10) dah berpunya ke belum? if dah , brp lama kenal si dia.

right now, belum berpunya. insyaAllah kalau ditakdirkan, satu hari nanti? :)

11) pkara yg korang paling pantang skali ape? means mmg korang x suke lah

people with no manners n cakap besar. turn off gile.

12) if ada org yg baru dikenali minta no tel , apa respon korang?

biasenye not comfortable la nak bagi. unless perempuan xpe. if guys normally kite buat2 elak je unless rapat.

13) bile ada duit je , korang suke beli ape?

1-makan best best!

2-wallet or purse

3-clothess!

14) nama glamor korang time skolah

nadia rustham je la kot? :p

15) korang selalu habiskan kredit (sms/call) kat sape?

hehe. ade lah.

16) sudah tercapaikah hajat korang?cite la hajat ape

kat ruang kanan blog ni ade list. tgk la ea. :p

17) ape yg paling korang geli gila2 gelilah !! huhu

taik. especially lembu. eeww. haha.

18) pernah accident/injured (teruk) x slama ini?

accident pernah. time 5 tahun, my mom emergency break and i tak pakai seatbelt. hidung langgar dashboard and darah teruk gile sampai satu baju berlumuran darah. until today, bebile die nak darah, die darah je.

then after 2 weeks dapat license, accident langgar kereta orang. sbb seriously x perasan the car is coming! aih..phobia jdnye x drive few weeks.

19) perkara yg paling menarik minat korang? sampai korang lupe kt bf/gf/husben/wife lah! huhu

bile tgk the kardashians.

nyehehe.

20) perkara terakhir sekali yg korang nak buat kat dunia ini

senyum dgn kehadiran semua yang tersayang disekeliling and mengucap dua kalimah masyahadah. insyaAllah..

this was yesterday. during fatin's phootoshoot with elly and pitt.

saje selitkan gambar ni for today's post. :p

my kuantan sweethearts. :)

Love,

NR!

The Rest is Still Unwritten

2010-12-11T01:46:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum blog.
Result dah keluar..
..pagi tadi.
Alhamdulillah..
Membatasi apa yang diexpectasi. Hehe. Punah bahasa melayu. :p

Teringat balik time mule mule masok Shah Alam haritu.The first day itself dah down kan kite sbb so many subjects time diploma tak boleh dibuat pengecualian kredit. Padahal previous seniors cakap boleh. Tp sbb code subject tukar sikit so tak boleh. Do you know how much time will be wasted?

Dalam minggu pertama tu, bertungkus lumus dengan S,(my roommate,classmate,soulmate) tunggu depan bilik ketua program hari hari (sbb die slalu takde time kami pergi) sbb nak cadang tukar course Applied Chemistry. Course yang sy amik skarang Pure Chemistry. Ada sedikit kelainan dalam subject2 die. And Applied Chemistry cuma 2 tahun bagi pemegang diploma seperti kami. Pure Chemistry, 2 stengah tahun. Tp alangkah sedihnye bile Ketua Program (akhirnya dapat jumpe selepas hari ke 4 and berjam jam menanti) die kate, course tu dah penuh. Tak kisahlah pointer diploma kami berapa. Die sikit pun tak pandang transkrip kami.

Sedih and down gile time tu. The first week of class memang kalut sampai missed banyak jugak kelas dah sbb dengan harapan mmg berkobar kobar nak tukar course.

The second week dah mule mencapai tahap kesedaran and redha, maybe segale yang berlaku telah ditulis. Mungkin mmg takdir sy utk amik course Pure Chemistry. Mungkin masa depan sy akan lebih cerah kalau amik course ni. Macam macam mungkin punye thoughts la dalam kepale ni. Classmates baru pun pening tgk kami. Nak buat kawan pun acuh tak acuh. Sbb kami pun macam tak interested. Sibuk pikir nak tuka course sangat. Haih. Tapi akhirnya, decided to just go on , stay focus and no matter what course I'm in, I'll do my best and make myself proud one day. After all, tak banyak beze pun actually. And in the end, get to now my new classmates, sangat sempoi and best semuanye. :)

Alhamdulillah I was thinking straight at that time. So sepanjang sem ni mmg buat ape yang kene buat, banyak jugak main, banyak jugak enjoy nye tp Alhamdulillah, berkat doa restu (hee), kite dapat 3.89 for this semester. :)

Thanks lecturer2 yang baik and helpful sangat. So far mmg takde problem dgn lecturer2 Shah Alam. I guess all of them are the best among the best. Kawan2 yang sentiase di sisi n menceriekan hati and of course parents yang tak putus putus kasi bantuan zahir dan batin. Hehe.
Congratulations to S jugak sbb kiterang nye pointer pun lebih kurang je. :)

This will be a boost for me to work even harder next semester, InsyaAllah.

Love,
NR.

You Make My Heart Go..

2010-12-10T01:22:00.002+08:00

Wow dah lame tak tulis.
I've been busy. or making myself busy. :p
So, what's new?
Skarang ni tgh menanti result! Ya Allah hanye Tuhan yang tau betape kecutnye perot ni. Semua lemak lemak boleh pecah tau tak.
Pagi tadi lepas kelas tuition kimia utk adik adik, tros lari naik atas sbb dapat call dari my classmate saying that result dah keluar. Ape lagi. Dup dap dup dap mmg tak kire dah. Bukak bukak,
page cannot be displayed.
hmm.
hampa.
try punya try tak dapat bukak lagi sampai la ke petang.
and tadi malam die keluar ni pulak kat student portal,

Final Examination Results for Semester 1 2010/2011 will be sent through email to all students on 10th Dec 2010. The Final Examination Result can also be accessed beginning 9.00 am, 10th Dec 2010.

and right now, at 1.17am, makin nerbes la saya. Mane taknye, one of my friend cakap die baru dapat email result die.

Hoping all will be fine.

Amin Amin

ps. And oh! tadi tetibe terfikir2 kejap on what to do with my new rented room in Shah Alam, and tetibe terfikir yg I want a plain red bedsheets for my bed. Yang comfy comfy punya. Obviously will be looking for it in Ikea. ;)

Seriously dah semakin tak sabar utk pulang ke sane..

And I don't know why, tibe2 terkenangkan nasib, everything yang happen dalam hidup kite ni, is it all because of diri kite sendiri ke, takdir ke, memang dah tertulis ke, sbb orang lain ke..or cemane?
And tibe2 rasa macam nak fikir am I a bad person? I'm not sure where do all these negative feelings are coming but I certainly felt this way right now. Can you feel happy but also all alone at the same time? Sometimes I do. I don't understand myself sometimes. I am being myself, living with no bad intension to others at all, trying to have a good life, with good people around me, wants a life filled with love and be loved, trying to be all positive most of the time. Do u just have to judge? Hmm. Oh romeo, please appear someday and come safe me from this misery.

Love,

N.R.

Congratulations!

2010-11-30T00:09:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah today was fine!
takde trip pakai kasut tinggi, takde kantoi sangat peluh2. hehe.

Dengan ini, saya, Nadia binti Mohd Rustham, telah secara offically menjadi seorang graduan

Diploma in Industrial Chemistry, UiTM Perlis dengan 2 bintang kecil kat sbelah nama. Woots! Alhamdulillah :)

Still a long way to go. Skarang degree, lagi 2 tahun. InsyaAllah ada rezeki, would love to continue towards Master or even Phd. Aim high girl. :)

Love,

NR.

Coast to Coast

2010-11-25T20:24:00.001+08:00

Salam...
and hey..

It's been 4 days pakai braces. :) Since then,
1 type of food je yang boleh makan that is soft food. I miss eating chicken..beef..all I do now is suck their taste and throw them back out. Hah.
2 is the number of sahabat sejati that I've discovered. Toothpicks and mirror. :)
3 is for the number of blisters dalam mulot.
Ok. Braces is not something fun at all. I know..my sis had warned me..but..as they say..no pain no gain? ;p

I'm off to KL tomorrow. Despite all the things happened this week, the bright side is, both my mom and dad will be attending my graduation. Alhamduliilah. We'll be leaving to Perlis on Saturday. My graduation rehearsal will be on Sunday and the graduation will be on Monday morning. I still don't know what to wear. Still deciding. I guess I'm gonna pass on the dress from Zleqha. Maybe next event perhaps? Maybe pakai je la ape ade kot. Takde mood sangat nak melaram pun.

Tapi I'm all excited to meet my diploma classmates! I'll be staying at the same hotel as Jhan, Syeri and Syaza! Super excited. :)

I just hope everything will be fun and memorable. I hope takde la trip ke ape time atas pentas nnt. AHA. Nightmare!

nah. muke gigi besi. :p

Till then,
Love,
NR.

The Ending

2010-11-24T17:31:00.003+08:00

Hidup ini adalah satu pinjaman daripada Allah S.W.T.
Setiap yang hidup pasti akan mati.
Setiap satu kelahiran pasti akan diiringi dengan satu kematian.
Allah Maha Besar,
Allah Maha Penyayang.

Tepat jam 5.40 petang, tanggal 23 November 2010, Tok Abah telah kembali ke Ramatullah. Mungkin Allah tidak sanggup lagi melihat penyeksaan yang harus dilaluinya dan dengan itu, Allah Maha Penyayang, telah mengambil kembali jasad yang pernah dipinjamkanNya kepada kami semua selama 80 tahun. Waallahhualam.
Sebagai hambaNya, dengan rendah diri memohon doa keatasNya supaya menempatkan nenekanda tercinta di kalangan orang orang yang beriman, mengampunkan segala dosanya dan memohon supaya kesemua ibadatnya diterima Allah S.W.T. Amin.
Al-Fatihah.

Lots of love.

You will be missed.

Mind Over Matter

2010-11-22T00:24:00.001+08:00

I was reading through a friend's page in facebook. I found this :

be who you are and say what you feel , because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind..

It is true? I guess there's no such thing as rules, what u should or shouldn't do, what to say and what not to say. I shall stop thinking too deep and take these words as an inspiration. And I hope you do too.

Love,

NR.

Willpower

2010-11-21T20:32:00.001+08:00

Salam..
Lately my entire family tgh menjalani hari hari yang very hectic. My grandfather has been admitted back into the hospital and this time his condition is getting worst. Despite that, I still pray for the best and deep in my heart I do hope he'll recover as the way he was before. Alhamdulillah, Mak Long, Pak Long, Mak, Abah, Mak Lang and Pak Lang are returning from Mekkah this Friday. They'll arrive Kuantan on Saturday. I guess my grandfather has been waiting for their kepulangan all along. He's now breathing with the help of a pump because the doctor said his heart is not able to pump mcm biase on its own anymore. All we can do now is pray and selalu bisikkan 2 kalimah masyahadah kat die so that he'll always remember his stand.
I do wish that everything will be just fine.
Amin.

Hmm. Where's my stand? What should I react to this kind of situation? Should I just follow? Certainly never been here before.

Love,
your grandchild.

Determined Realist

2010-11-19T15:41:00.002+08:00

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Determined Realists do not avoid conflicts and criticism but face up to them and look for solutions. As they have a keen eye for the errors and shortcomings of others and are often quick at expressing criticism, they sometimes rub people up the wrong way especially when they lose their temper and jump to conclusions. Due to their marked sense of justice they are quickly willing to correct themselves and never take offence if someone speaks to them frankly. You do not have to seek hidden motives with them; you always know where you are. Determined Realists are often found in executive positions as they combine commitment, competence and the ability to assert themselves. In their spare time, they often also accept responsibility in clubs and other institutions.
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Traditions rate highly with Determined Realists. They attend every family event and never forget a birthday or wedding anniversary. Family and friends are very important to them. With their open, communicative manner, they find it easy to get to know people and have a large circle of friends and acquaintances. They are never superficial, but reliable and loyal friends who are always there when they are needed. Determined Realists take their relationships very seriously - they dream of finding a partner for life. In a love relationship, they seek above all stability and loyalty and here, too, they are willing to invest a lot in a harmonious togetherness. Determined Realists master crises or difficult phases with composure; they would never think of breaking a promise given. As a partner, one can always rely on their support.
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Everything Has Its Explaination

2010-11-19T11:53:00.003+08:00

My assumption was wrong. I guess I do behave like a little child sometimes. Matured sangat la kan. Dad explained to me the real reason why he's hesitating on giving me the thing that I wanted. He said if he's going to spend a large amount of money on that thing, he just has to be satisfied. He wasn't really keen of the doctor's professionalism. That's all. He said I'm dealing with my physical appearance issue right now and what happen if the doctor cincai cincai buat. Am I going to deal with the consequences. So this morning he took me to his choice of doctor. The doctor used to be our neighbour right before he and his family shifted to a bigger and beautiful mcm resort punya house. ;p So off we go. I can see where he's going. The doctor is established and even his clinic looks better than the one I went yesterday. When my dad told him my intension, the doctor took a look at my teeth, belek sane belek sini and he said it can be done. The price too doesn't differ much from my choice of doctor but slightly higher sikit je. Dad said he didn't mind as long as he feels satisfied with what he's paying. My choice of doctor didn't even take a look at my teeth when we met him yesterday. All he said, yes he's doing it and he can do it for me. It won't take too long and he told us the total amount of the process. All these points were explained to me by my dad this morning. It's alright with me. He knows best after all. :)

So, the doctor took an x-ray of my teeth and letak something to get the shaped of my teeth. It's called molding if I'm not mistaken. My next appointment will be this coming Tuesday where he's going to pasang the bracket already. Oh my god! I'm actually super excited. :) Can't wait to get my teeth straighten. Lepas ni dah tak payah risau bibir terlekat kat gigi taring bile ketawa tak hengat dunia. Hee.

Love!
NR.

Life is Unfair

2010-11-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

Well,
I'm the type of girl that wants alot of things in life. I mean it. ALOT. I guess all human being are the same. When I took ECO 415, it's called, scarcity where human wants are unlimited and impossible to fulfill. Well I'm no different from that fact. Somehow it's good to say that the things I want, I'll try my best to achieve or get it all by myself. I seldom asked for it from someone. Someone like my parents. Somehow at this stage of life, I was taught enough on responsibility and not to asked for unnecessary things. I was not born in a golden spoon honestly speaking. All we had was just enough. Maybe slightly higher than enough but there's no room for splurging on luxury items or things like that. I get that and has no problem with that. I am comfortable in the way of life we're living now. Alhamdulillah. But the one time I've asked for something for quite some time, and it's something beneficial for future purposes and logically to be asked, I felt like the process is so hard for them to fulfill. It's so frustrating. It's not fair.

NR.

Salam Aidiladha

2010-11-17T23:50:00.001+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Qorban loves.

My Raya Qorban story this year is nothing extraordinary. Raya Haji tapi spend time tgk movie kat panggung. :p
Honestly raya haji kat Kuantan ni takde la semeriah like in Kelantan or Terengganu kan. It's just like any other day unless memang u took part dalam proses penyembelihan. Kot? Well, that's what I thought. :p Mase kecik kecik dulu, time duduk kat area Alor Akar slalu excited pagi pagi raya pakai baju kurung semua ( I dari kecik mmg suke melaram. orang lain biase relaks je pagi raya Qorban :p) then pergi kat hujung kawasan tgk pak cik pakcik and abang abang semelih lembu. Pernah sampai nangis sebab lembu tu still hidup and lawan lawan even leher die dah kene potong. :( Pastu depan rumah kat padang, sehari sebelum raya tu slalu je nampak lembu kene ikat kat pokok. Sayu je muke die. Sometimes, ade yang sampai mengalirkan air mate. Ya Allah, nak je rase pergi sane nak cakap and tenang2 kan lembu tu. *sobs* tapi takot kene sepak or terajang ke kalau lah tetibe lembu tu mengamuk kan. Mane lah tau.. *fantasy dalam kepale otak kene sepak ngn lembu*
ouch.

Then naik skolah menengah, pindah kat area Selamat ni, every year Qorban mesti lepak rumah Shadiah sbb bapak die slalu jadi antara orang yang semelih lembu ni. Then rumah die slalu gotong royong buat kenduri buat makan daging lembu. Sodap gulai kawah lembu Qorban.. fresh and lembut je. :) *tetibe rase kejam lak cakap camni :(* time tu la nak catch up catch up story dengan die bagai. Haah. Rindu pulok.

Then dah masok Degree ni, ley pulak spend the Raya Qorban kat cinema. Heh. Went with my parents and lil sister to watch 'Let Me In'. The story was ok. Not boring. Cute at times. Terkejot banyak kali jugak. Tapi the movie slalu capture my interest la. Kalau boring, pergi tengok. I sarankan. :)

It's a story about a 12 years old vampire girl. Kire kene jugak la tema Qorban kan. Except cerite ni sal Qorbankan manusia for blood. :D

Early in the morning tadi spend time kat rumah Tok Umi and Tok Abah dulu la kan tapi. My grandad was looking fine and I still pray and hope he'll be better soon. Maksu and Abang Nuar were looking after him when we left.

And now, I just got back from minum2 with my girl Ili Aisyah just to catch up things. I do miss u girl. Glad we met. We've been good friends since I was 7 and glad that the friendship kekal sampai skarang.

Till then,

Love,
NR.

Back to The Old Days

2010-11-16T23:27:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)
Alhamdullillah I'm safely home.
It feels good to be back here.
Even though someone tu dah jauh kat Vietnam. :p
So, I sampai Kuantan yesterday, still haven't unpack ape ape lagi. Ya Allah penatnye and malas nya. Tatau la kenape. Maybe over a month been living a miserable life during the final weeks sampai balik rumah nak buat apa pun malas. Makan je banyak. Like seriously. Semua orang terkejot. Tembam la pasni.. :p

One more thing, my grandfather, Tok Abah, been spending my day today dengan die, with mummy together. He's so sick. :( Tak pernah tgk Tok Abah kurus sampai macam skarang. He can't move his left side of the body and he can barely speak. Sayu sangat hati tgk dia. Tapi today he gets to discharge and kiterang semua bawak die balik pakai ambulans today. He's now resting at his home with Tok Umi and Mak Su's family around. Will be visiting him again tomorrow. I hope all is well.. InsyaAllah and amin..

Tapi sementara nak tunggu Tok Abah discharged pukul 6pm tadi, around 4pm, me and mom dah macam penat sangat and we went out for lunch. Lepas makan macam still got time sikit so I proposed to mom ape kate kite masok kedai Kak Lin (Zleqha) just somewhere around the hospital area, mana tau ada baju sesuai for my graduation nnt. Oh btw, my graduation ceremony is on the 29th November back in UiTM ARAU! Super excited for it. Nak meet up with old friends and all. I miss you all! :) So, masuk masuk, Ya Allah cantiknya baju dia semua. It's actually a busana muslimah moden boutique and all designed by Kak Lin herself. Mom's bestfriend's eldest daughter. So, I tried this one piece. Can't seem to jumpe the exact one dalam Zleqha's fb, tp it looks something like this..

the one on the right

Tapi the one I tried top die color cream with little light brown polcadots. Honestly speaking, keluar2 fitting room yang sangat cosy tu, trasa cam British princess lak bile jalan2 keluar. Mummy pun cakap. HAHAK. perasan mode kejap. :p But I decided not to buy it on the spot sbb takot macam semacam over pulak kalau pakai this for graduation. :( Tapi my mom suke sangat so we say we'll be back after raya haji. What do u think?

I know korang akan cakap, "Graduation je kot...."

But somehow, I wanna look cantik sikit la on that day. Tanak la pakai kurung yang pergi kelas hari2 tu..HEE. Bukan slalu graduate and tangkap2 gambar yang ley gantung kat dinding ni kan? Hee..

What should I wear..

Love,

NR.

Lululu~

2010-11-12T01:37:00.000+08:00

Woots.

Was too tepu to study already and..

roommate was fast asleep..

and got nothing better to do..

entertained myself dengan menyanyikan lagu Adamaya's theme song. *tapi kena nyanyi slow slow. :p*

Typical romantic, lovie dovie song tp nak tanak,

tetap rasa the song is sweet la jugak kan? Hehe.

So, nak memburukkan keadaan lagi, I decided to upload it here. So, kalau nak dengar, dengar lah. Version meleret sikit. :p

Much love,

NR.

Activation Energy

2010-11-11T16:46:00.002+08:00

Hollo.

I don't know what's going on with my luck, but somehow I'm just going through a bad time for the past few days.
Let me tell you why.

1. My handphone charger punya kene gigit with abang's rabbit, Romeo sampai putus dua. Dah la charger original. And once again its either kene beli baru or pinjam orang. My 3rd time buying a new charger this semester. Aritu beli sbb terlupe bwk balik sini la, tertinggal la, so beli 1 yang ciplot, dah rosak. the 2nd one bijak sangat pergi tinggal kat Kuantan and the 3rd one on the way. Haih. Duit lagi.

2. I misplaced my license somewhere. Either tercicir bile jalan2 kay KL that day or it's somewhere in the car. Tapi so far, tak jumpe lagi. Mintak2 la akan jumpe. Hurmm.

3. On a very tight budjet. I thought dah habis class and musim final ni will use less money. But tanggapan sy silap. Time final ni la slalu nak super stress. After each paper mesti nak watch movie. Time study2 non stop kat rumah ni la nak stress. So bile time to eat, slalu dah makan best2 kasi released stress. But normal la tu kan? Heh. But at the end of the day, my weekly expenses selalu lari lately.

4. And right now I'm forcing myself to finish studying Physical Chem. The last paper, mood pun banyak dah hilang. Half of my mind has been thinking bout nak buat ape time cuti nnt. Can't really focus honestly speaking. All I can do is motivate motivate and keep motivating myself. If bukan I nak motivate diri sendiri, sapelah lagi kan? ;p

Love,
NR.

Saute

2010-11-10T17:46:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum and Olla.
Just reached Shah Alam from Damansara (my eldest bro's place). Drove all alone, all the way. Since I'm studying in Shah Alam, kinda get used living and doing things alone. Compare to those days, mane pernah berani kemane mane jauh jauh alone except going to work during my practical training days. No matter what, I need to be really independent now and this is what life will teach you from day to day. Something new each day.

So, throughout my stay at abang's place, smalam dapat try masak Sweet and Sour Prawn. It's a last minute thing and due to semua malas keluar for dinner, I took the effort to cook. Yeay! Proud of myself sikit. :p then this afternoon before I left, I managed to prepare myself a decent homemade fish & chips. :) Fine. Sume pun bende frozen, tapi I took the effort to menggoreng and all la kan. Hehe.
Wanna take a look? :p

The picture might not look tempting but sodap la jugak tau? :p

I seriously need to study now tapi I tend to get distracted real easy. Like right now. Haihhh. I'm going out for dinner with Ghah's gang tonight somewhere in USJ. The place is called Murni. I heard the food there are really cheap and serve dalam very big portion. It's gonna be a food feast tonight! Wohoo! :)
Then I seriously need to start studying Physical Chemistry. -.-

Love,
NR.

Fired Up

2010-11-09T18:10:00.002+08:00

I could see things clearer now. I can see where my life is leading me and I am even more passionate dlm handling my goals and dreams.

I'm gonna stick with this.

Love,

NR.

Time Will Reveal

2010-11-09T01:26:00.001+08:00

Finally.. a real post.
I'm kind of bored. The throat & headache is killing me. I've been suffering from this sore throat since I woke up this morning and this headache.. sbb tertidur after Asar till 8pm!
Serve me right.

My parents have been busy with Tok Abah. He's currently really ill and I hope everything will be ok soon. Amin. I don't really know what to write actually cause there's nothing much I could share. It's just I need to remind myself that I need to start studying starting tomorrow. I've been resting for 3 days and time is running out. So girl, do what u have to do alright? :)
Goodnight then peeps.
Love ya..

Love,

NR.

The Finale

2010-11-08T13:35:00.000+08:00

Day Ten: One confession

I'm broke. I have RM9 to survive till end of the week.

-.-

Love,

NR.

Go Ahead & Smile

2010-11-07T02:02:00.002+08:00

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Worried for my Physical Chemistry paper next Sunday.

Content with everything that's going on with my life right now.

Love,

NR!

Chill. 8 is Just A Number

2010-11-06T18:00:00.001+08:00

Day Eight(tipu sunat lagi): Three turn ons.

1.Honest people.
2.Happy go lucky people. <3
3.A breath of fresh air.

Love,
NR.

Switch

2010-11-04T23:43:00.001+08:00

Day Seven: Four turn offs

1.people who talks besar sebesar besar alam.
2.people who is disrespectful.
3.people who tends to force other people.
4.mint sauce in my food. ergh.

Love,
NR.

Little Poo

2010-11-03T20:50:00.001+08:00

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

1. Mr. Tham
2. Mrs. Tham
3. Mr. Faisal
4. Mr. Fairul
5. Ms. Deanna

easy.

Love,
NR.

Be Careful What You Wish For

2010-11-03T00:10:00.002+08:00

Day Five(tipu sunat): Six things you wish you’d never done.

Ya ampun. I'm so deadly busy doing revision to deal with 3 of my final papers. So sorry for the delay. Hari ni and smalam baru lah dapat bernafas sikit. But yesterday I was out the whole day, so was too tired to belog when I get back.
So, let's get to today's day question. :)

I believe in life, never regret, just learn from every situation and every mistakes u've been through. Tapi.. untuk soalan ni,
let me answer jugak lah k.

.........
.......
.....

*after a couple of minutes thinking*
susahnye nak fikir. currently macam bukan dalam mood penyesalan. Aha. I'm happy with everything that's happening right now. So, how eh.. I'll think harder.....Oh this post is so negative. Tak bagus tol menyesal menyesal ni. Ok, here we go.

1. I wish the highlighter thing never happened. Then everything won't be as complicated as now.

2. I wish I had the guts to say certain things out loud. Then complicated things won't tend to happen.

3. I wish the thing with my previous HMs never happened. It's so frustrating leaving and graduating from Arau with that condition with certain people that I think, are important to me throughout the past 2 and a half years I was there. We spend almost every single day together, helping each other out, laughing at each others joke, sharing beds, sharing life experiences. Hurm. I really wish we never have to be like this. Honestly.

4. I wish I isi ke lapan lapan ruangan kosong dalam my college application tu with the exact course that i've always wished for. Hurm. But maybe Allah dah tentukan this is my path, a brighter future for me perhaps. Amin..

5. I wish yang I tak masukkan baju dalam machine just now. Now I'm all tired to hang dry it.
uhu.

Love,
NR.

7 things

2010-10-27T23:08:00.001+08:00

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Right now?

1. Sempat ke nak habis study ni. Really worried on Economics & Computer Programming. Something that I never imagine I had to master. Time is running out.

2. Please jimat jimat in spending. Wouldn't want to burden daddy in any ways.

3. Can I get enough people to occupy this current house yg I baru jmpe ni. It would be a nice place to stay. Kalau x cukup, I'm gonna pass on that house. Susah nak dapat rumah camni tp. *sigh*

4. Apa nak makan? ;p

5. IKEA. Don't know why.

6. Ada msg tak kat hp? ;p

7. Am I doing the right thing? -This crosses my mind in everything I do. I don't know how to just let go. >.<

Alright then,
got to continue study.

Love,
NR.

Under The Illusions to Choose

2010-10-26T12:43:00.017+08:00

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart

Happy Tuesday people.
8 ways to win my heart? Hmm. Susah sangat nak fikir because I'm the type of person yang susah nak dipaksa. If I like you, no matter what effort u put in, there will always be a spot for you in my heart. Hehe. But from the beginning mcm nothing, then it will stay that way la kut. So, how?

I choose not to answer this cause even I don't have any idea on how to win my own heart. So, suprise me and if you succeed, the heart will be forever yours. ecewah. Nadia gediks! I know. :p

Banyak songeh kan I nie? HAHA. But I know, beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder. Kalau dah indah tu, macammane2 pun indah la jawabnya. So things can't be force. You are what you are. And I believe, kita pun kene lah ukur baju di badan sendiri kan. I don't have high hopes in this. All I want is to have a happy life with someone who truly loves me the way I am now, and for the rest of our lives. Jodoh pertemuan di tangan Allah. :)

Till then,

Love,
NR.

About You Now

2010-10-25T00:43:00.004+08:00

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Baru buat mende camni kt previous post. So, I'll try to bring something different sikit la on this k.

9 Things about me yang strike kat kepale sekarang are:

1. Boros. ;p Tak pandai simpan duit sangat. But I spend what I have. Within my limits. Just tak pandai menabung je. That I realised. Not good. Slalu niat nak simpan tp slalunya tak berjaya. Don't worry. I'll keep trying.

2. I think I'm kind of conservative. In relationships, I believe in girls/ladies should be treated with full of respect, we should never make the first move and things like that. Semangat kewanitaan tu macam terkuat sikit. :p

3. Once a month, bile dah musim ehem ehem, akan ade waktu yang akan sentiasa lapar. Makan la banyak mana pun, tetap akan lapar. Just like now. I ate a plate full of rice and ratah lauk sampai habis for dinner. 15 minutes later, lapar and ate a box of chocolates. Tak cukup lagi, cari biscuits lak kat dapur. Right now, I'm still hungry. Craving for McFlurry Oreo pulak. -.-

4. I write. Besides blog, I own a personal diary since I was 13. Don't know why but when I note down things that happen, it gives me some kind of perasaan yang relaxs. Then bila rajin, I will go through it and bace bace balik, kadang2 after few years, then tersenyum sorang2. :)

5. Favorite channel on TV, its either entertainment or Travel & Living. Nigella bites is my favourite. I just love to see her cook. She made it looks so simple. I guess I have a passion for cooking. Just takde time je lagi. Tp kalau cuti2 kadang2 I'll bake something for fun and try new recipes. Bile dah siap masak, suka paksa semua orang try. hehe.

6. I don't like giving up and people who easily give up. We have to know on how to motivate ourself no matter what obstacle we are facing.

7. Suka menjawab. :) Sometimes I think bagus, tp at times, mcm patot diam je. Tapi..

8. Loves cat! I wish to own one again someday. Pernah ade, Ringgo 1 (pure grey persian cat) & Ringgo 2 (mix grey persian cat), Justin (handsome siamese cat), Pretty (a white female mix persian which turned out to be a male cat after 1 year baru discover). Pitty him/her :)

9. Prefer moderation.
Tak perlu rumah besar, asal lengkap n hommie.
Tak perlu kereta besar, asal dapat bergerak ke destinasi dengan selesa.
Tak perlu baju mahal, sbb kadang2 yang murah lagi cantik and menarik.
Tak perlu makan mahal, sbb kadang2 yang murah lagi sedap and terangkat.
Tak perlu belanje sakan, sbb kadang2 mende yang memorable tu lah yang priceless.

Well, all these are from my point of view. My perspective. Kan?

Love,
NR.

Say What You Need to Say

2010-10-24T00:01:00.002+08:00

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

1. Daddy: Thank you for the lovely harmonica you bought for me this evening. We both know it's not easy for you to waste money on unnecessary things. Thank you for supporting my passion.

2. Mummy: I love you.

3. Mum & Dad: You know what, I think I'm so lucky to have parents like both of you. Kadang2 I rase korang grow us up professionally. All of us are free to express our opinion in everything. Kita boleh discuss openly on everything not to forget, we still respect both of u as our parents but other than that, it feels good to be able share our thoughts and opinion no matter where we are. Glad that our family sentiase keeping an open mind and democratic. :) Might be weird for some people to read this but compare to others, I think we're fine..

4. S: Thank you for being my bestfriend, roommate, car-mate and everything else. I know sometimes I can be tough to handle, suke buat buat tau je semua, suke buang masa main facebook dalam bilik, tak buat report, so bila awak tanye, saye tatau nak jawab sbb belum buat, haha. Thank you. I do really appreciate your presence in my everyday life. So, ape ape kerenah saya pun, sy tau awak dah lali, so, I love you lah. ok? :p

5. A: Thanks for being there. Your presence, means alot to me, honestly. I feel comfortable talking to you almost about everything since we knew each other. I pun tatau kenape. Thanks for all the laugh we shared. The crazy things that you always do, never fails to put a smile on my face. Looking forward to see how our days will turn out to be. DCOD right? :)

6. D: My little girl. Couldn't ask for a better one. You keep me grounded somehow. I respect you the way you are na. Believe in yourself, and eventually u're gonna shine. Kay? Jangan selalu emo and ikutkan perasaan sangat, remember, nak mude kene lah happy go lucky slalu k? I know you're a tough girl and u're far from the other little girls yg kite slalu stalk2 tu. HAHA. Treasure that. You will not regret it later in the future. I love you.

7. M: I know it's been a tough life living here. I just hope you will stay strong and learn to enjoy yourself. You can do whatever you want. Go out, meet friends, enjoy life rather than just sitting at your room. I support you. You know I love you. I just wish that you would be more outgoing ya. I salute & respect you.

8. Marie Digby: I adore you. Can i meet and hang with you? :)

9. S: I'm sorry if you heard things from other people and felt hurt by my words. I care for you. That's all. I have no bad intension whatsover. I just wanted to see you in a happier life because i know u deserve it. Glad that you're leaving it behind and continue living your life just like before you met it. No matter what, I do still want to apologise if you heard things. I'm sorry dear.

10. everybody: erggh. seriously tak ready ape for final. takot!!

Love,
NR.

10 Days Challenge

2010-10-23T02:43:00.000+08:00

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

I shall begin tomorrow.

Love,

NR.

Nobody Really Knows

2010-10-20T23:48:00.004+08:00

Olla Humans,
Current location : Home Sweet Home, Kuantan. <3
Final Examination officially starts on next Friday, 29th October.
So going through study week right now.
Current mission: STUDY. kumpul mood kumpul mood. I have 3 papers yang jadual dia back to back. Aish. Got to work abit harder for these 3 papers sbb obviously I can't study at the last minute macam yang slalu buat selama ni sbb gap normally jauh2 sikit but not this time.
I have 5 final papers for this semester. Pray for me ya.

Things to do:
~~Print Examination Slip~~
~~Pay Convocation's Bil~~
Print Convocation thingy. To do list , borang jubah and all.
~~Submit CSC assignment via email before 23rd.~~ *I shall do it tomorrow*
~~Makan keropok GP. Gila kempunan.~~ :D
Study

Off to bed now.

Love,
NR.

Facts Aren't Always Not Interesting.

2010-10-11T16:33:00.002+08:00

Write down 10 interesting facts about yourself and your hobby:

hmm. Well, mari kite fikir sejenak. I think I've done this before years back, so some things might have change.

1) My right and left ears are different from each other. The one on the left shapes like an elf's ear. Not so elf-y la tapi. Tapi kinda tajam. The right one, normal. ;)

2) Everytime lepas shampoo rambut, I have to gulung my hair with towel for hours sampai lah kering. If biarkan kering camtu je, jumpe la kau dengan nenek kebayan nnt. Frizzeh! No toleration on my hair type. Sebab tu slalu straighten, relaxing. Right now, dh setahun tak buat apa apa sbb takot botak bila tua, :p so terpaksa jaga lebih sikit.

3) Food: I can eat almost anything. Anything with prawn in it is my favourite thing on earth. I'm a sucker for any lauk yang dimasak cara kuah 'lemak kuning or putih'. fuh. Jangan kate lah. Kuah tu ley hirup hirup je. Let it be prawns, chicken, vegetables, anything. So, if u're inviting me over ke ape, jangan lupe masak kuah lemak ea? Secondly, I'm not into Indian food. Somehow the spices are too much for me. Lamb..oh yes.. and the list goes on.

4) Dislike horn-ing and be horned when driving. The sound of horn is just RUDE. -.-

5) Clothes: Anything yang worth to buy and pretty.

6) I think I'm a hopeless romantic. Yes, I think indeed I am. And I would love for a hopeless romantic guy as my life partner someday. Maybe poyo nak cakap, tanak expect ape2 lah, tayah itu tayah ini, but the fact is, mane ade orang tak suke someone yang hopeless romantic kan? ;p somehow if u can make me fall for u each day, even from your slightest gesture, u would make me the happiest laydeh alive! haha. I hope this is not too random. lol.

7) I don't like "lili-deli" people. I'm very cincai and suke buat kerja cepat. Kadang2 geram jugak sbb cincai and alakadar sangat. biasa nya kerja siap tp quality tak ok sangat la. ;p but i can't change that. i don't really have the patience to do things so neatly and precisely.

8) I think tooooo much most of the time. I have the habit to think on behalf of other people jugak sometimes. I hate that. Sometimes, orang tu relaxs je, kita yang pikir lebih. Sometimes bende yang kita buat ikhlas, tapi sbb dh banyak ngn pikir apa orang lain akan pikir, kita nampak macam tak ikhlas jugak. x paham takpe, cause i pun x berapa nak paham. heh. In conclusion, I love to love and surrounded by people who loves me. :) ok, this is also random. :p

9) loves making fun of myself when I'm around my friends. I don't mind with that. I love making people laugh. But this is not an excuse for to make fun of me lebih2 pulak? Nnt i terasa u. ;p

10) not into chocolates and food that are too sweet. Oh this I can't explain why. I just takde set of 'gigi manis'

Alright. That's about it. Panjang gilos la pulak. ;p

Pick your most 9 deserving recipients and describe them:

YOU. yes, you. :)

Love,
NR.

Pi Mai Pi Mai Tang Tu

2010-10-11T15:17:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum and Olla!
:)

Just got back from class. Done with Inorganic Chemistry Test 2. 5 more days to go.
Tuesday: English Test
Wednesday: Inorganic Test 3 & Physics Quiz 5
Thursday: Physics Test 3
Friday: Physical Chemistry Test 4
Saturday: Economic's assignment due date!

And on Sunday, Tink invited me to tag her along to watch sunrise nearby Kajang area with few of her friends. I'm not really sure where exactly but super excited for it! Can't wait can't wait! :)

as for the title of my post today, it's funny sometimes when u realized where life is leading u. Destiny kot. U'll never know what's next kan. I'm praying for the best in everything. Keeping a positive lifestyle. Bak kate the latest movie i've watched, I laugh, I eat and I pray. :)

I think I'm at a spot where I'm somehow comfortable & happy with life.

And I pray that you are too. :)

Love,
NR.

Keroncong Hujan

2010-10-09T20:20:00.000+08:00

Fact 1 : One of the places I love the most in life. The calmness, the breeze. <3

Fact 2: Missing that long long hair. I'm keeping back to that length.

Love,

NR.

Love in The Time of Science

2010-10-09T01:24:00.000+08:00

Olla there.
It is now 1.19am and obviously I am still awake.
Final Exams- 3 weeks from now.
Not thinking about that yet.

I got a test tomorrow at 2 tomorrow. Basic Computer Programming Skills. Wish me luck will ya. The second one must be alot tougher than the first. I dah lah bengap IT sikit. Stakat coding page myspace dulu tau lah. :D
So, here I am, very takot. -.-

Off to bed now. Mata dah kuyu. Sambung besok pulak lah nampaknye.
Sweetdreams peeps.

Love,
NR.

Future Comes One Day at A Time

2010-10-07T17:18:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

First of all, I decided to delete all of my previous posts.
Why I did it?
I'm not sure either. I just felt like I'm gonna start living life for a change. Bukannya selama ni tak, just somehow I don't feel like remembering all those things. I kept it there for too long already. Reading back my first few posts, I felt how immature I was back then. Tapi bukan lah sekarang ni matang sangat pun. HAHA.

So, i guess. This is a sign of something new.
A new chapter.
A new beginning.

For those of u knew me all along, I'm still your same old Nadia.
:)

They always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself. -Andy Warhol

Love,
NR.