F.R.I.E.N.D.S

I feel warm. I feel loved. Being surrounded by people whom I love and care about and knowing that they felt the same way in return, is something really meaningful to me. In reality, there are so many types of friends in ones life. Do u feel the same way sometimes? 


1. There are friends yang kita tahu instantly, we clicked. We feel so calm inside and rase sangat dekat. Sometimes, even though baru kenal, tapi rasa macam bertahun kenal. Even though dah betahun kenal, tp mak ai, setiap kali jumpe, cerita tak pernah tak berjela jela. :) The fact that we can share almost everything and tak rasa di-judge at all. Friendship mcm ni is based on tahap keikhlasan and ketulusan seseorang tu. Friendship like this yg kite nak kekalkan sampai kita tua and sampai bila bila.


2. There are friends yang kita rasa, kita kene control and tapis before we act or say anything. Situation macam ni biasenye we are left with no choice. Certain situation or certain places we are in yang menyebabkan kite harus berkawan no matter what. These are people who sometimes can be judgmental without them realizing it. But we love being around them, just feeling ni tak dapat dielakkan and sometimes rasa macam bukan diri sendiri. This can be frustrating jgk kadang.


3. There are friends who change along the way as we grow. Different environment causing kita untuk matang dan membesar dengan cara yang berlainan. Way of thinking. When this happen, we just need to respect each other's opinion and kalau dah tak boleh bawak, we shall continue hidup dengan cara masing2. After all, takde dasar paksaan dalam berkawan kan.


4. There are friends yang kita boleh sekadar berkawan. Bak kate orang, berkawan biar seribu, berkasih biar satu. :p Ke tak kene? hehe. There are so many different types of people in the world. Jangan sesekali expect semua orang suke kita or kita harus suka semua orang. C'mon la. Be rasional. Tp all we need to do, is respect. 


5. There are friends who are only close to you for benefits. Ini sangat x dapat diterima. We can be nice to people but everything has it limits. Sekali dua takpe lagi, kadang2 bila kita sendiri dapat rasa and sampai orang lain pun boleh perasan, pedih juga hati kadang kadang kan. Friends like this, I'm not sure we should call them friends, but as far as I'm concern, all we can do is stay away. In friendship or any kind of relationships, we should always believe in 'Give and Take'. Bukan dari segi harta karun je, but also our heart. Taking advantages on people is one value that you wouldn't want in your character.


Who am I to judge other people kan. Tapi I'm a friend to my friends too and I always hope to be the best friend they ever had. When I'm friends with someone, I'll be as honest and truthful as possible to maintain the love in our friendship. If I don't feel comfortable being friends with a person or sense something is not right, I rather not say anything and stay away. This is just something that I thought that I could share based on my own experience and from others too. 


I am thankful for all the best of friends I have which I love very much.
Enough said.

Love,
NR.

Vul-ne-ra-ble

Holiday's ending soon.
2 more weeks to go.
Yeay! but at the same time, *sigh!*
Hectic classes are waiting for me,
New subjects,
More work loads,
More stress.
The bright side is,
Get to spend more time with my friends over there,
discovering new places,
jalan jalan cari makan,
having more fun,
and lots more! :)


And yes! Right now I'm thinking to makeover my bedroom. I'm planning to clear things sikit. Nak rein vamp sikit. Ingat nak paint it white, tapi macam banyak kerja pulak rasanya. We'll see how things go. 

i would love for something all white and airy like this. 

Till then, 

Love,

NR.

Tag I'm It

1) selalu bangun pagi pukul brape?

tak tentu. today 10am. :)

2) ramai kawan laki ke kawan perempuan?

i think more rapat to girls. tapi kenalan macam sama rata.

3) bila 1st time korang bercinta?

16 tahun. puppy love bak kate org. :p

4) tau memasak x? masak ape? (paling superb lah yg korang tau masak)

oh sedang berjinak jinak. paling nak bangge, seafood spagetti with cream sauce. :)

5) pkara paling lucu pernah blaku dlm hidup korang

oh so many! tp xde lah sampai extreme sangat malunye. i'm a very clumsy person sometimes so malu2 ni dah adat and terbiase. :p

6) pkara paling gila pernah korang buat

drive to penang x tdo satu malam. then otw balik perlis (mase study dulu), the driver almost telelap while driving. fuish. mmg kite pn x fikir panjang kan time tu. anything can happen babe!

7) jawatan korang time skolah (menengah)

paling advance time form 5, setiausaha badan pengawas. :p

8) selalu keluar dgn member x? brp kali dlm sebulan?

oh skarang slalu jugak x terkira. dulu mase schooldays, dibenarkan hanye sbulan skali ok? :)

9) dgn kawan2 gune bahasa aku/sy/nama sndri ?

depense on the person yang i tgh cakap tu. 

10) dah berpunya ke belum? if dah , brp lama kenal si dia.

right now, belum berpunya. insyaAllah kalau ditakdirkan, satu hari nanti? :)

11) pkara yg korang paling pantang skali ape? means mmg korang x suke lah

people with no manners n cakap besar. turn off gile. 

12) if ada org yg baru dikenali minta no tel , apa respon korang?

biasenye not comfortable la nak bagi. unless perempuan xpe. if guys normally kite buat2 elak je unless rapat.

13) bile ada duit je , korang suke beli ape?

1-makan best best! 

2-wallet or purse 

3-clothess!

14) nama glamor korang time skolah

nadia rustham je la kot? :p

15) korang selalu habiskan kredit (sms/call) kat sape?

hehe. ade lah. 

16) sudah tercapaikah hajat korang?cite la hajat ape 

kat ruang kanan blog ni ade list. tgk la ea. :p

17) ape yg paling korang geli gila2 gelilah !! huhu

taik. especially lembu. eeww. haha.

18) pernah accident/injured (teruk) x slama ini?

accident pernah. time 5 tahun, my mom emergency break and i tak pakai seatbelt. hidung langgar dashboard and darah teruk gile sampai satu baju berlumuran darah. until today, bebile die nak darah, die darah je.

then after 2 weeks dapat license, accident langgar kereta orang. sbb seriously x perasan the car is coming! aih..phobia jdnye x drive few weeks. 

19) perkara yg paling menarik minat korang? sampai korang lupe kt bf/gf/husben/wife lah! huhu

bile tgk the kardashians. 

nyehehe.

20) perkara terakhir sekali yg korang nak buat kat dunia ini

senyum dgn kehadiran semua yang tersayang disekeliling and mengucap dua kalimah masyahadah. insyaAllah..

this was yesterday. during fatin's phootoshoot with elly and pitt. 

saje selitkan gambar ni for today's post. :p

my kuantan sweethearts. :)

Love,

NR!

The Rest is Still Unwritten

Assalamualaikum blog.
Result dah keluar..
..pagi tadi.
Alhamdulillah..
Membatasi apa yang diexpectasi. Hehe. Punah bahasa melayu. :p

Teringat balik time mule mule masok Shah Alam haritu.The first day itself dah down kan kite sbb so many subjects time diploma tak boleh dibuat pengecualian kredit. Padahal previous seniors cakap boleh. Tp sbb code subject tukar sikit so tak boleh. Do you know how much time will be wasted?

Dalam minggu pertama tu, bertungkus lumus dengan S,(my roommate,classmate,soulmate) tunggu depan bilik ketua program hari hari (sbb die slalu takde time kami pergi) sbb nak cadang tukar course Applied Chemistry. Course yang sy amik skarang Pure Chemistry. Ada sedikit kelainan dalam subject2 die. And Applied Chemistry cuma 2 tahun bagi pemegang diploma seperti kami. Pure Chemistry, 2 stengah tahun. Tp alangkah sedihnye bile Ketua Program (akhirnya dapat jumpe selepas hari ke 4 and berjam jam menanti) die kate, course tu dah penuh. Tak kisahlah pointer diploma kami berapa. Die sikit pun tak pandang transkrip kami. 

Sedih and down gile time tu. The first week of class memang kalut sampai missed banyak jugak kelas dah sbb dengan harapan mmg berkobar kobar nak tukar course. 

The second week dah mule mencapai tahap kesedaran and redha, maybe segale yang berlaku telah ditulis. Mungkin mmg takdir sy utk amik course Pure Chemistry. Mungkin masa depan sy akan lebih cerah kalau amik course ni. Macam macam mungkin punye thoughts la dalam kepale ni. Classmates baru pun pening tgk kami. Nak buat kawan pun acuh tak acuh. Sbb kami pun macam tak interested. Sibuk pikir nak tuka course sangat. Haih. Tapi akhirnya, decided to just go on , stay focus and no matter what course I'm in, I'll do my best and make myself proud one day. After all, tak banyak beze pun actually. And in the end, get to now my new classmates, sangat sempoi and best semuanye. :)

Alhamdulillah I was thinking straight at that time. So sepanjang sem ni mmg buat ape yang kene buat, banyak jugak main, banyak jugak enjoy nye tp Alhamdulillah, berkat doa restu (hee), kite dapat 3.89 for this semester. :) 

Thanks lecturer2 yang baik and helpful sangat. So far mmg takde problem dgn lecturer2 Shah Alam. I guess all of them are the best among the best. Kawan2 yang sentiase di sisi n menceriekan hati and of course parents yang tak putus putus kasi bantuan zahir dan batin. Hehe.
Congratulations to S jugak sbb kiterang nye pointer pun lebih kurang je. :)

This will be a boost for me to work even harder next semester, InsyaAllah.

Love,
NR.

You Make My Heart Go..

Wow dah lame tak tulis.
I've been busy. or making myself busy. :p
So, what's new?
Skarang ni tgh menanti result! Ya Allah hanye Tuhan yang tau betape kecutnye perot ni. Semua lemak lemak boleh pecah tau tak. 
Pagi tadi lepas kelas tuition kimia utk adik adik, tros lari naik atas sbb dapat call dari my classmate saying that result dah keluar. Ape lagi. Dup dap dup dap mmg tak kire dah. Bukak bukak,
page cannot be displayed.
hmm.
hampa.
try punya try tak dapat bukak lagi sampai la ke petang.
and tadi malam die keluar ni pulak kat student portal,

Final Examination Results for Semester 1 2010/2011 will be sent through email to all students on 10th Dec 2010. The Final Examination Result can also be accessed beginning 9.00 am, 10th Dec 2010.

and right now, at 1.17am, makin nerbes la saya. Mane taknye, one of my friend cakap die baru dapat email result die. 

Hoping all will be fine.

Amin Amin

ps. And oh! tadi tetibe terfikir2 kejap on what to do with my new rented room in Shah Alam, and tetibe terfikir yg I want a plain red bedsheets for my bed. Yang comfy comfy punya. Obviously will be looking for it in Ikea. ;) 

Seriously dah semakin tak sabar utk pulang ke sane..


And I don't know why, tibe2 terkenangkan nasib, everything yang happen dalam hidup kite ni, is it all because of diri kite sendiri ke, takdir ke, memang dah tertulis ke, sbb orang lain ke..or cemane?
And tibe2 rasa macam nak fikir am I a bad person? I'm not sure where do all these negative feelings are coming but I certainly felt this way right now. Can you feel happy but also all alone at the same time? Sometimes I do. I don't understand myself sometimes. I am being myself, living with no bad intension to others at all, trying to have a good life, with good people around me, wants a life filled with love and be loved, trying to be all positive most of the time. Do u just have to judge? Hmm. Oh romeo, please appear someday and come safe me from this misery.

Love,

N.R.