Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Part Five

New semester starting next week. The last insyaAllah.
Shifting to a new place.
A new company.
A fresh new start.
Bigger plans.
Bigger goals.


Monday, June 4, 2012

for an amazing person

Hello, hye. :)

Tonight I'm in this kind of mood.
Lovie dovie mood I supposed. Hehe.
Do you remember those times, during highschool, when u were so in love, going through your first ever love, love notes, heart shapes, scribbles, everywhere?? That kind of feeling.
At this point of life, I know most people had go through a lot in this particular area, and most prefer to just share those love between the two you and keeping things private. I certainly prefer that for now.
But tonight don't know lah. Maybe I'm just too happy. Or even just simple thankful to have a such wonderful, loving, easy going partner. So far lah kan. Hehehe. Amin.
Therefore, I think I would like to dedicate this post to him (even he would never bump into this post, if he does, it would so be so yesterday, cause he's so not a social internet guy).
We had no anniversary date whatsoever, as things just happened. He's a year older, friends since I'm 14 (same highschool), bestfriend since declare friends, each has our own life, never fail to contact each other each year, he never fails to call me once in a blue moon even when we're nowhere to be found since both are in different uni, so we remained closed ever since, he started showing interest (ecey, perasan plak) since year 2010, started hanging out quite often, applied his internship nearby me just to be closed (ecey, perasan lagi), I'm practically stucked with him until till very moment ever since! (hehe just kidding sweetheart :) ) 

So sayang, this is for you. <3

30 things that I love about you

1. I love your honesty. You don't SAY things, but you DO things. That is simply amazing.
2. I love that your never fail to not call me at least once in a day. We've been speaking every single day since June? July 2010? I'm not sure, but tu lah.
3, I love how funny you are. 
4. I love the way you put things just to prove a point that I'm doing something wrong cause I can be a very difficult person at times, but you know how to handle me.
5. I love how you treat your parents, your siblings, your families.
6. I love when you get so serious when it comes to discussing politics. 
7. I love when you get so serious when it comes to talking about life.
8. I love the fact that you talk a lot. Too much sometimes! Hehe tp that attracts me to you at the first place actually. :p
9. I love the way you look deep into my eyes every time when we are having a conversation.
10. I love how generous you are when you have extra money. Hehehehehe.
11. I love when you sibuk sangat nak suruh I break kereta dengan tangan2 nya when I'm driving too fast and too near to the front car. So my daddy. Hee.
12. I love the fact that both of us appreciate good food and think good food as a reward and satisfying in a way. :)
13. I love seeing you playing with your cats. <3
14. I love you so much when you once said you couldn't wait to be my Imam one day.
15. I love you when you tell me that you love me.
16. I love to make u stay positive when you are feeling down for having a sweaty hands. Hehe. Pecah rahsia? ;p
17. I love you for being the most honest commentator when it comes to my cooking, but biasanya sedap kan syg? ;pp
18. I hate the fact that I still love you sebab you can be so annoying sometimes! ;p
19. I love how sweet you can be. You just know what to do, what to say, what to respond. 
20. I love when you're being jealous for the weirdest reason, and feeling sorry about it, but still can't help it. So cute :)
21. I love the talent you have for making awesome tea! 
22. You are a man filled with 1001 surprises. There's always something new from you every day.
23. I love the fact that I tak pernah rasa lama when I'm with you. Things just happen and flows.
24. I love you because you are open to things. You are not afraid to try new things, new experience, new places, new culture, new food, new books etc, then lepas cuba, baru lah u judge. Kalau u tak suka, habis la I kalau I'm the one who brought up that idea.....
25,. I love the fact that you can loosen me up, be myself, and not be in controlled as I used to.
26. I love how simple you are.
27. I love how you automatically you open your mouth when you play the guitar. HAHA! Adorable habit!
28. I love the fact that you know how to play the piano!! And I can't. :( Yes, please be my lifetime teacher! :)
29.  I love how camwhore you can be at times! 
30. and.. I forgot to say that I love how handsome and good looking you are. :)

There are thousands more reasons that had made me love you,
and I'll never stop,
I'll love you even more,
May the thought that we are destined for each other,
With Allah's willing.

Friday, April 13, 2012

Sending My Thoughts & Love

never fail to sedekahkan Al-Fatihah each time I think of you..

I miss you.

What do I miss the most?

I miss your horsy laugh.
I miss your sweet smile.
I miss the way you gesture your hands, showing me the direction while I'm busy driving.
I miss when we talk on the phone and laugh about every single thing even when it's not even funny.
I miss when we share our thoughts at night, crying, laughing, giggling before we sleep.
I miss being mad at you.
I miss calling you at random times.
I miss hearing your life stories.
I miss when u get all excited when I'm going to perform or something. Feels like I will always have your support.
I miss when we are so vain when we are getting ready for any function.
I miss exchanging clothes with you.
I miss having a beautiful friend by my side.
I miss having you getting mad at me.
I miss hearing your complains.
I miss making up your face.
I miss seeing u betulkan the seatbelt every 2 minutes when you're driving. Weird habit sayang! :p
I miss you taking care of me.
I miss being taken care of.
I miss being needed, when all I did was getting frustrated when u need me too often. :(
I wish for u to still need me right now.
I miss you sayang.
I miss Nurul Syareena Mohd Nor Azman.

Please be happy wherever you are now.
I know you are in a safe place.
We love you.
He loves you
I love you.


Tuesday, March 6, 2012

A letter to you

I don't know why. I keep asking myself. 
Why you. Why, for almost 2 years down the road, I still choose you.
I still feel our conversation remain the same, as simple, as sweet as our first.
Nothing goes backward. 
He has that way of looking at me, that,
no matter what I'm wearing, how do I look like at that very moment,
how messy I am, 
he has that 1 look.
That real eyes that look deep into my soul,
that sees only me,
the real me.
from within.

Kalau mmg jodoh.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Meant to Bee

Let the pictures do the talking. 

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Gong Xi Ni & Happy Holidays!

Assalamualaikum, Hello, Hye, Ni Hao.
Ok tanak racist, Vanakem. :)

Holidays dah sampai!!!! Again. Yeayyyy!!
Done with Semester 3.
Next March gonna be a 4th Semester student. Lepas tu 5. Lepas tu InsyaAllah, DONEEEE!
Definitely can't wait.
5 years of studies. Pweuhh.
And I don't think I'm completely done with this.
I might continue.
I might have my 1st job first.
But 1 goal that I'm assure off, I will only continue studying if I have the opportunity to study somewhere else. In another country besides Malaysia. Fullstop.

Enjoy your holidays!!
And Happy Chinese New Year for those celebrating!
Gong Xi Ni! Xi Nien Quai Le!
As you know, my dad is a chinese, so we are definitely celebrating this special day with my grandmama and relatives. But I prefer the celebrations when I was younger. It was so much fun. The culture makin hari makin pudar in my family. Tanak la.. I hope this culture will run in the family as long as possible. Especially to my kids someday. I love CNY season..

Till then,

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Written on the Stars

Heyyy whatcha doing?
Salam semua.. :)

Just finished doing some crazy things with my housemates.
One of them was trying to do something for her bf's birthday. Soon. January 10th. 
She said she wanna do like a little video for her special one.
And suddenly we came out with this super cute idea !! 
But I'm not gonna share with you guys now. Tapi seriously besssttt! Haha.
Can't wait for her to publish it nanti.
I just ada few pictures to show you what was happening just now. :)

Ok, banyak gambar selfish di situ. Hee.
Till then, study smart and sweetdreams dearest! <3


Wednesday, January 4, 2012

A little loud. A little tangy.

*"I'm never going to talk about it here, there, or anywhere.
Cause she's my angel, she's always guiding me, and to me, she was never gone. Al-Fatihah."

Assalamualaikum and Hye!!
I hope it's not too late to wish you a very happy new year. 2012! Turning 23! and the list goes on. 
Alhamdulillah, 2011 has been a hell of a ride. Ups and downs, hardship and tremendous fun at the same time, learning and teaching, growing (mind) and stunting (height). :p

ALOT have change. Psychically, mentally. I'm a different person now as you can see. I feel different, I want to be different. I want to be a better person in life and to Allah's eyes too. With Allah's willing.

So how was your new year? Mine of meaningful. My second time celebrating with my dear A together with his cousins and loved ones. 

Going through final exams right now. This morning was the first paper, and I have 5 more to go.

Polymer Chemistry
Environmental Chemistry
Inorganic Chemistry
Spectrochemical Analysis
Occupational Safety and Health Act
Finance (minor

Well, my aim for 2012 would be...

*Be a better Muslim and a better person.
*Graduate by end of this year! Amin Amin Amin.
*Brush up cooking skills.
*Start an online business this coming break.
*Be a better daughter & sister.
*Be a better partner towards Asri Ibrahim, my love. (dah cukup bgs dah ni rasanya. :p) <3
*I pray for Mr A to achieve his goals and dreams too. 

Some pictures of our day trip to start our new year. :)