Friday, July 29, 2011

You'll Never Know

It's almost midnight. Heart is trying to tell me something. Lately been hearing bad love news from my nearest and dearest friends, telling me how they are starting to not understand man/the love of their life that well. I am too, dealing with the same problem sometimes though. Men don't understand us, and us, women never thought we could understand men either. I think that's natural. Kan ada wujud buku something like 'Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus'. Something like that la, exactly I pun not very sure. We are two types of different creature senang cerita and somehow we will attract each other. :)

But what I know about relationship is, being in one is very very easy. All you need is love interest from both parties, tolak tambah darab bahagi, pooof!! we are head over heals in love. Apa yang susah is to sustain the love throughout. Everyone pun wants a happy love story am I right? All we need is very very high toleration sebenarnya. Who am I to talk about this kan, but I do hold to certain words of wisdom to keep me motivated and staying strong. 

I'm a very choosy person when it comes to love. Choosy in just the type of person that I choose to like. Bukan lah sapa masuk jarum, akan suka. Not that kind of person to tell you the truth. But I believe, when I like you, I just do. There's nothing more I can do. So, when I choose to like, that's my choice. Dad pernah kasi satu pepatah ni, "Every decision u've made on your own, stick to it through thick and thin. After all it's your choice, and no body force you to." I pegang kata kata ni tak kisah lah dalam bab love ke education ke, especially on life. I don't know whether I'm making a point here, tapi falling in and out of love is a tiring thing to go through. Make it work. No matter what. Toleration. Communication. Try to put your self in your partner's shoes once in a while. Don't expect too much from a person. The less you expect, the more you'll get in the end. Trust me. Saya bukan sapa sapa untuk bicara soal ni, even I'm always praying for my own happiness. We don't know what's gonna happen, as long as we try and we know our other half is also trying as hard as we do. They just might have a different way to express it. We just have to keep a positive mind and heart.

Stay with the person who promises nothing to you but willing to make you happy and you are being valued like no other''
"It takes fate for two person to meet. It takes destiny for two person who're meant to be. And its takes hard work for everything in between."

Treasure what you have for now, stop questioning start appreciating for once and just enjoy the love in between. 


Thursday, July 28, 2011

Reason to Love

Jumlah hari cuti : almost 75 hari (2 bulan lebih)
Hasil daripada cuti : menggalakkan. :)

I'm so sorry I haven't been actively blogging. (If there's anyone out there cares. :p) 
I've just realised that I will only think about blogging, vlogging, only when I'm going through a hectic life. It's kinda like a therapy for me in between. So macam skarang ni, free je semacam, I tend to do something else.
Hmm.. So what's up peeps?

I just got back from a trip from Singapore. Yeay!! At last tersampai hajat. Another wish to cross out from my 'The List'!
The trip was awesome. Went with my girlfriend, Ili. I really wanna go there again. :)

Life in Kuantan is also alhamdulillah. Spending alot of time at home nowadays to spend more time with my parents. I cook. More than I expected. :) Watched Jamie 30 Minutes Meals most of the time, so I was super inspired! :) If I'm not out with Mr. A, I'll be out with my darling friends sometimes. So, life is a bless. <3

Ramadhan is just around the corner. This time around, I'll be celebrating the whole Ramadhan month at home. Lupa dah bila last dapat peluang camni. Tapi kalau dah kat rumah ni al-maklumlah. Mesti terbaring je most of the time. Tapi super excited nak pergi bazaar petang petang cari kuih ngn my dad. Takyah sedih2 dah bersahur sensorang kat kolej ke ape kan. :p To all Muslim out there, Selamat Menyambut Ramadham Al Mubarak. :) 
p/s puasa ahd ke isnin ke selasa ea?

Till then,
got to run some errands,

A picture taken at Harbour Front, Singapore.

Monday, July 4, 2011


Personally to me, blessing is the most important factor to make me happy and succeed in life. Blessing from my parents, my siblings and my loved ones. I know I can't be satisfying each and every person in this world. But them, I just have to.
In everything I do, I wish to have their blessing. In choosing my life partner, in my studies, in doing activities that I love. 


Friday, July 1, 2011

I'm So Bored I Actually Answered ALL These

100 truths

1. Last drink : Plain water 

2. Last phone call : Abang Azmir 

3. Last text message : Ari Wibowo

4. Last song I listened to : Fever - Meiko

5. Last time I cried : 2 weeks ago if I'm not mistaken


6. Gotten back with someone I broke up with : Practically yeah, if u mean off and on.

7. Been cheated on : Alhamdulillah, never. 

8. Kissed someone & regretted it : Nope

9. Lost someone special : My late Tok Abah. 

10. Been depressed : Of course. I'm just a normal human being

11. Been drunk and threw up : Not interested


12. White

13. Purple 

14. Green 


15. Made a new friend : Yes. Many of them! <3 

16. Fallen out of love : Nope. I'm sticking myself with the same person and insya'Allah, it will remain this way. :)

17. Laughed until you cried : Always!

18. Met someone who changed me this year : Oh totally. Kak Sally/Shahir. Never thought it will turn out this way. 

19. Found out who my true friends are : Oh definitely. Been depressed about this for quite some time

20. Found out someone who has just been talking about me : Refused to know,  don't actually care

21. Kissed anyone on Facebook : kisses are not just for anyone! 

22. How many of your Quibblo friends do you know in real life : I have no idea what Quibblo is?

23. Eye Color : Dark brown

24. Pets : Nope for the moment

25. Changing name : Sticking to this

26. Last birthday : Last year

27. Time I woke up : 12.03 pm :|

28. At midnight : I think I was talking on the phone

29. Something I can't wait for : to finish my degree!!

30. Last time I saw my Mother : couple of hours ago before I went inside my room

31. One thing I could change : the amount of zeros behind the current balance in my bank. :p

32. Listening to : the sound of my aircond

33. Talked to a person named Tom : I have non

34. Getting on my nerves : Someone who don't listen to others. All they know is talk about themselves

35. Most visited web page : Facebook. No argument. 

36. Real name : N.M.R

37. Nicknames : Yaya, Nad, Mek Ya, Che Nad, Lulu? ;p

38. Relationship status : Emotionally taken but keeping things casual. :)

39. Zodiac sign : Libra

40. Gender : Femeimei!

41. Primary school : Methodist Girls School, Kuantan

42. Middle school : SABS

43. High school : SABS

44. Hair color : Originally dark dark brown/black.

45. Length : S

46. Height : 5 feet 2
47. Skin : Fair

48. What do I really like about myself : the level of toleration that I have

49. Piercings : on my ears

50. Tattoos : haram

51. Right or left : right


52. Surgery : something got to do with my nose 

53. Piercing : my earlobes

54. Bestfriend(s) : first? Annabeth I guess. :)

55. Hero : Tommy, The White Ranger from Power Rangers! :D

56. Love : Someone I met when I was 13. 

57. Heartbreak : The same person that had my first love I guess? ;p

58. Death in the family : My uncle on my mom's side

59. Time you got grounded : I can't remember but definitely during my high school years.

60. I'm about to : sleep anytime soon

61. Listening to : the sound of the aircond

62. Waiting for : a goodnight call I hope

63. I'm feeling : not at ease 

67. Lips or eyes : both would seemed appealing if I have something on you. :)

68. Hugs or kisses : hugs. :)

69. Shorter or taller : taller of course. I'm short enough. :p

70. Older or younger : older

71. Romantic or spontaneous : spontaneously romantic

72. Stomach or arms : haha. not really into over the top physical condition thingy. anything acceptable will do if u insist

73. Sensitive or loud : not to sensitive and not too loud

74. A hook-up or relationship : definitely a relationship type of girl


75. Kissed a stranger : kalau stakat belaga laga pipi tu, yeah..

76. Drank hard liquor : never and don't intend to

77. Lost glasses or contacts : nope

78. S_x on first date : never in life

79. Broken someone's heart :  i hope not

80. Been arrested : not that I could recall. :p

81. Turned someone down : yeah. and was filled with guilt

82. Cried when someone died : yeah..

83. Fallen for a friend : fortunately, yes. :)


84. Myself : most of the time. :)

85 Society : hmm. 

86. Heaven : yes

87. Santa Claus : not really

88. Love : I do

89. Angels : yes

90. God :  of course. hanya satu


91. Had more than one bf at a time : never. never know how

92. Did I sing today : of course. melalak je kerja nya.

93. Did something illegal : many times. for instant, langgar traffic light bila lampu merah. :p

94. Go back in time-- I wish

95. Did you hear the word is love? : meaning?

96. Afraid of falling in love : sometimes

97. Last time I lied : day before. -.- 

98. Late, early, or Right on time : always early. better.

99. Give my life for others : if that's what I'm supposed to do, I will

100. Am I afraid to post this : No. tapi tired nye! Menyesal start! ;p